He had tried to dictate his correspondence; had tried, and failed. There
were many mistakes. His thoughts would not seem to coalesce. His mind was
not upon what he was doing, nor could he place it there. And Schuyler's
was a brain that had always been to him an admirably trained servant,
coming when he willed it, doing what he willed and in the way he
willed.... But today it was a servant sullen, rebellious, recalcitrant.
... The letters remained unwritten. Nothing was sent back with the
pilot. And Parks, wondering, puzzled--and, perhaps, a bit perturbed--
watched the pilot swing down the Jacob's ladder, and make across the
water toward his craft, with wonderment, puzzlement, perturbation no bit
abated.
Schuyler paced the deck all that day. Lunch he did not touch. Dinner
found him undesirous of food. He was walking--walking--striding up and
down, up and down--deep in thought, it seemed--and yet he had not been
able to dictate his letters. Parks wondered yet more. At length he went
to his employer and asked him if he were not needed. The answer was curt;
it was "no." And never before had Parks been answered without a cordial
nod, or, perhaps, the good smile of good-fellowship.... He could not
understand.
And Schuyler? His brain was in a tumult. Like us all, there were many
things that he did not know--there were many things that he did not even
know there were to know.... Some of these he was beginning to learn. It
had shaken him--it was shaking him--to his soul.
He did not see The Woman again that day.... Her room was across the
corridor from his. He heard her voice, directing the steward to bring to
her her dinner....
It was dark that night--dark as night seldom gets in the northern
latitudes, in June. The lights of the deck looked like vigorous
glowworms. The stars seemed very far away. Far below, as he paced, he
could see dimly a great blackness that was the sea, and against it the
white of the waves as they broke sullenly against the huge hull.... Later
it became yet more black. The stars vanished.... The ship seemed a world
of its own, hurling through an eternity of utter, deadly space. A wind
sprang up, a wind from the East, wet and vicious, a wind that spat upon
one, that chilled one, that slapped one with clammy fingers.
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