Her unjust reproach went to his heart, so long preoccupied with its own
troubles; he recalled with a tender remorse the old Venetian days and
the kindliness of the gracious, silly woman who had seemed to like him
so much; he remembered the charm of her perfect ladylikeness, and of her
winning, weak-headed desire to make every one happy to whom she spoke;
the beauty of the good-will, the hospitable soul that in an imaginably
better world than this will outvalue a merely intellectual or aesthetic
life. He humbled himself before her memory, and as keenly reproached
himself as if he could have made her hear from him at any time during
the past two years. He could only say, “I am sorry that I gave your
mother pain; I loved her very truly. I hope that she did not suffer much
before”--
“No,” said Florida, “it was a peaceful end; but finally it was very
sudden. She had not been well for many years, with that sort of decline;
I used sometimes to feel troubled about her before we came to Venice;
but I was very young. I never was really alarmed till that day I went to
you.”
“I remember,” said Ferris contritely.
“She had fainted, and I thought we ought to see a doctor; but
afterwards, because I thought that I ought not to do so without speaking
to her, I did not go to the doctor; and that day we made up our minds
to get home as soon as we could; and she seemed so much better, for a
while; and then, everything seemed to happen at once. When we did start
home, she could not go any farther than Switzerland, and in the fall we
went back to Italy. We went to Sorrento, where the climate seemed to
do her good. But she was growing frailer, the whole time. She died in
March. I found some old friends of hers in Naples, and came home with
them.”
The girl hesitated a little over the words, which she nevertheless
uttered unbroken, while the tears fell quietly down her face. She
seemed to have forgotten the angry words that had passed between her and
Ferris, to remember him only as one who had known her mother, while she
went on to relate some little facts in the history of her mother’s last
days; and she rose into a higher, serener atmosphere, inaccessible to
his resentment or his regret, as she spoke of her loss. The simple tale
of sickness and death inexpressibly belittled his passionate woes, and
made them look theatrical to him. He hung his head as they turned at her
motion and walked away from the picture of Don Ippolito, and down the
stairs toward the street-door; the people before the other Venetian
picture had apparently yielded to their craving for lunch, and had
vanished.
“I have very little to tell you of my own life,” Ferris began awkwardly.
“I came home soon after you started, and I went to Providence to find
you, but you had not got back.”
Florida stopped him and looked perplexedly into his face, and then moved
on.
“Then I went into the army. I wrote once to you.”
“I never got your letter,” she said.
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