“Yes, I think he has; but I know as little about the matter as you do.”
He sat down beside her, and picking up a twig from the gravel, pulled
the bark off in silence. Then, “Miss Vervain,” he said, knitting his
brows, as he always did when he had something on his conscience and
meant to ease it at any cost, “I’m the dog that fetches a bone and
carries a bone; I talked Don Ippolito over with you, the other day, and
now I’ve been talking you over with him. But I’ve the grace to say that
I’m ashamed of myself.”
“Why need you be ashamed?” asked Florida. “You said no harm of him. Did
you of us?”
“Not exactly; but I don’t think it was quite my business to discuss you
at all. I think you can’t let people alone too much. For my part, if I
try to characterize my friends, I fail to do them perfect justice, of
course; and yet the imperfect result remains representative of them in
my mind; it limits them and fixes them; and I can’t get them back again
into the undefined and the ideal where they really belong. One ought
never to speak of the faults of one’s friends: it mutilates them; they
can never be the same afterwards.”
“So you have been talking of my faults,” said Florida, breathing
quickly. “Perhaps you could tell me of them to my face.”
“I should have to say that unfairness was one of them. But that is
common to the whole sex. I never said I was talking of your faults. I
declared against doing so, and you immediately infer that my motive is
remorse. I don’t know that you have any faults. They may be virtues in
disguise. There is a charm even in unfairness. Well, I did say that I
thought you had a quick temper,”--
Florida colored violently.
--“but now I see that I was mistaken,” said Ferris with a laugh.
“May I ask what else you said?” demanded the young girl haughtily.
“Oh, that would be a betrayal of confidence,” said Ferris, unaffected by
her hauteur.
“Then why have you mentioned the matter to me at all?”
“I wanted to clear my conscience, I suppose, and sin again. I wanted to
talk with you about Don Ippolito.”
Florida looked with perplexity at Ferris’s face, while her own slowly
cooled and paled.
“What did you want to say of him?” she asked calmly.
“I hardly know how to put it: that he puzzles me, to begin with. You
know I feel somewhat responsible for him.”
“Yes.”
“Of course, I never should have thought of him, if it hadn’t been for
your mother’s talk that morning coming back from San Lazzaro.”
“I know,” said Florida, with a faint blush.
“And yet, don’t you see, it was as much a fancy of mine, a weakness for
the man himself, as the desire to serve your mother, that prompted me to
bring him to you.”
“Yes, I see,” answered the young girl.
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