“If I should take this only way of escape, and it seemed desperate to
all others, would you still be my friend?”
“I should be your friend if the whole world turned against you.”
“Would you be my friend,” he asked eagerly in lower tones, and with
signs of an inward struggle, “if this way of escape were for me to be no
longer a priest?”
“Oh yes, yes! Why not?” cried the girl; and her face glowed with heroic
sympathy and defiance. It is from this heaven-born ignorance in women
of the insuperable difficulties of doing right that men take fire and
accomplish the sublime impossibilities. Our sense of details, our fatal
habits of reasoning paralyze us; we need the impulse of the pure ideal
which we can get only from them. These two were alike children as
regarded the world, but he had a man’s dark prevision of the means, and
she a heavenly scorn of everything but the end to be achieved.
He drew a long breath. “Then it does not seem terrible to you?”
“Terrible? No! I don’t see how you can rest till it is done!”
“Is it true, then, that you urge me to this step, which indeed I have so
long desired to take?”
“Yes, it is true! Listen, Don Ippolito: it is the very thing that I
hoped you would do, but I wanted you to speak of it first. You must have
all the honor of it, and I am glad you thought of it before. You will
never regret it!”
She smiled radiantly upon him, and he kindled at her enthusiasm. In
another moment his face darkened again. “But it will cost much,” he
murmured.
“No matter,” cried Florida. “Such a man as you ought to leave the
priesthood at any risk or hazard. You should cease to be a priest, if it
cost you kindred, friends, good fame, country, everything!” She blushed
with irrelevant consciousness. “Why need you be downhearted? With your
genius once free, you can make country and fame and friends everywhere.
Leave Venice! There are other places. Think how inventors succeed in
America”--
“In America!” exclaimed the priest. “Ah, how long I have desired to be
there!”
“You must go. You will soon be famous and honored there, and you shall
not be a stranger, even at the first. Do you know that we are going home
very soon? Yes, my mother and I have been talking of it to-day. We are
both homesick, and you see that she is not well. You shall come to us
there, and make our house your home till you have formed some plans
of your own. Everything will be easy. God _is_ good,” she said in a
breaking voice, “and you may be sure he will befriend you.”
“Some one,” answered Don Ippolito, with tears in his eyes, “has already
been very good to me. I thought it was you, but I will call it God!”
“Hush! You mustn’t say such things. But you must go, now. Take time to
think, but not too much time. Only,--be true to yourself.”
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