“I suppose,” interrupted the other, putting a lighted match to his
pipe, “that a painter must be a very poor sort of American: _his_ first
thought is of coming to Italy. So I know very little directly about the
fortunes of my inventive fellow-countrymen, or whether an inventor has
any prospect of making a living. But once when I was at Washington I
went into the Patent Office, where the models of the inventions are
deposited; the building is about as large as the Ducal Palace, and it is
full of them. The people there told me nothing was commoner than for
the same invention to be repeated over and over again by different
inventors. Some few succeed, and then they have lawsuits with the
infringers of their patents; some sell out their inventions for a trifle
to companies that have capital, and that grow rich upon them; the great
number can never bring their ideas to the public notice at all. You can
judge for yourself what your chances would be. You have asked me why you
should not go to America. Well, because I think you would starve there.”
“I am used to that,” said Don Ippolito; “and besides, until some of my
inventions became known, I could give lessons in Italian.”
“Oh, bravo!” said Ferris, “you prefer instant death, then?”
“But madamigella seemed to believe that my success as an inventor would
be assured, there.”
Ferris gave a very ironical laugh. “Miss Vervain must have been about
twelve years old when she left America. Even a lady’s knowledge of
business, at that age, is limited. When did you talk with her about it?
You had not spoken of it to me, of late, and I thought you were more
contented than you used to be.”
“It is true,” said the priest. “Sometimes within the last two months I
have almost forgotten it.”
“And what has brought it so forcibly to your mind again?”
“That is what I so greatly desire to tell you,” replied Don Ippolito,
with an appealing look at the painter’s face. He moistened his parched
lips a little, waiting for further question from the painter, to whom he
seemed a man fevered by some strong emotion and at that moment not quite
wholesome. Ferris did not speak, and Don Ippolito began again: “Even
though I have not said so in words to you, dear friend, has it not
appeared to you that I have no heart in my vocation?”
“Yes, I have sometimes fancied that. I had no right to ask you why.”
“Some day I will tell you, when I have the courage to go all over it
again. It is partly my own fault, but it is more my miserable fortune.
But wherever the wrong lies, it has at last become intolerable to me.
I cannot endure it any longer and live. I must go away, I must fly from
it.”
Ferris shrank from him a little, as men instinctively do from one who
has set himself upon some desperate attempt. “Do you mean, Don Ippolito,
that you are going to renounce your priesthood?”
Don Ippolito opened his hands and let his priesthood drop, as it were,
to the ground.
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