“Do I not know that well? Have I not felt the balm of her most heavenly
pity?”
“And may she not be only trying to appeal to something in you as high as
the impulse of her own heart?”
“As high!” cried Don Ippolito, almost angrily. “Can there be any higher
thing in heaven or on earth than love for such a woman?”
“Yes; both in heaven and on earth,” answered Ferris.
“I do not understand you,” said Don Ippolito with a puzzled stare.
Ferris did not reply. He fell into a dull reverie in which he seemed
to forget Don Ippolito and the whole affair. At last the priest spoke
again: “Have you nothing to say to me, signore?”
“I? What is there to say?” returned the other blankly.
“Do you know any reason why I should not love her, save that I am--have
been--a priest?”
“No, I know none,” said the painter, wearily.
“Ah,” exclaimed Don Ippolito, “there is something on your mind that you
will not speak. I beseech you not to let me go wrong. I love her so well
that I would rather die than let my love offend her. I am a man with the
passions and hopes of a man, but without a man’s experience, or a man’s
knowledge of what is just and right in these relations. If you can be
my friend in this so far as to advise or warn me; if you can be her
friend”--
Ferris abruptly rose and went to his balcony, and looked out upon the
Grand Canal. The time-stained palace opposite had not changed in the
last half-hour. As on many another summer day, he saw the black boats
going by. A heavy, high-pointed barge from the Sile, with the captain’s
family at dinner in the shade of a matting on the roof, moved sluggishly
down the middle current. A party of Americans in a gondola, with their
opera-glasses and guide-books in their hands, pointed out to each other
the eagle on the consular arms. They were all like sights in a mirror,
or things in a world turned upside down.
Ferris came back and looked dizzily at the priest trying to believe that
this unhuman, sacerdotal phantasm had been telling him that it loved a
beautiful young girl of his own race, faith, and language.
“Will you not answer me, signore?” meekly demanded Don Ippolito.
“In this matter,” replied the painter, “I cannot advise or warn you. The
whole affair is beyond my conception. I mean no unkindness, but I cannot
consult with you about it. There are reasons why I should not. The
mother of Miss Vervain is here with her, and I do not feel that her
interests in such a matter are in my hands. If they come to me for help,
that is different. What do you wish? You tell me that you are resolved
to renounce the priesthood and go to America; and I have answered you
to the best of my power. You tell me that you are in love with Miss
Vervain. What can I have to say about that?”
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