A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of WirtembergHay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
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A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of Wirtemberg
Hay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
Grävenitz, Christina Wilhelmina von, 1685-1744
The Duchess's terrors had been allayed by the familiar discussion of the
Erbprinz's ailments, but a thrill of nameless fear passed through her
when she remembered she would be alone again in her sombre apartment. But
this was weakness! What had she read in the Swiss sermon? 'In the hands
of God are all things. It is blasphemy to fear darkness, solitude, or the
evil machinations of men. All is in the Great Grasp, and each happening
is made and directed by God.' The solemn words came back to her now.
'Dear Madame de Stafforth, I can ring when I wish for any one. Good
night, and God bless you!' she said, and laid her hand upon the small
silver hand-bell which was on the bureau near her.
When the sound of Madame de Stafforth's footsteps ceased, her Highness
turned to the books on the table and sought the volume of Swiss sermons;
but it was not there; evidently Madame de Stafforth had forgotten to
bring it from the salon. The Duchess decided to fetch it, but she
lingered a moment, for it was unaccountably disagreeable to her to pass
through the half-light of her sleeping apartment.
'In the hands of God are all things!' she murmured, and with firm step
she moved towards the sombre chamber. Once more she thought she saw the
bed-curtains sway; she fancied she heard a movement behind her. 'It is
blasphemy to fear,' she said, but she felt her brow moisten with the
sweat of terror.
She found the book, and resolutely re-entered the sleeping-room. She
would not allow her eyes to wander to the bed-hangings, nor to search the
dusky corners of the chamber. She passed on, and, gaining the little
study, laid the book open on the table, and, leaning her head on her
hands, began to read; but she could not fix her attention on the page
before her. She was tortured by faint stirrings, by scarcely perceptible
sounds, by an eerie feeling of some lurking presence always behind her.
At length she could bear it no longer. She closed the book and rose,
intending to ring the hand-bell and summon her attendants, but the words
of the sermon echoed in her brain: 'It is blasphemy to fear,' and she
felt ashamed of her impulse. She turned, and, going to the praying-stool,
kneeled in prayer.
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