A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of WirtembergHay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
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A German Pompadour: Being the Extraordinary History of Wilhelmine van Grävenitz, Landhofmeisterin of Wirtemberg
Hay, Marie, Hon. (Agnes Blanche Marie)
Grävenitz, Christina Wilhelmina von, 1685-1744
'Give me strength, O God! to resist this baseless terror,' she prayed.
'In thy hands are all things!' Yet her anxiety was unsoothed, and the
dread of madness came to her, but with it grew a brave defiance: she
would not go mad, she would not! She saw herself a prisoner in some
castle, kept alive and well treated, perhaps, but a piteous object, a
thing for all to point at--'the mad Duchess!' And the Graevenitz at
Stuttgart a legal Duchess. She believed a Prince could put away an insane
wife. 'Not madness, kind Jesus!' she prayed. Her heart was wrung in agony
as she pictured her son, the Erbprinz, taunted perhaps by the mention of
his mother's madness. 'All is in the Great Grasp, and each happening is
made and directed by God.' 'O Christ,' she prayed, 'I believe, I trust, I
will not blaspheme by fear; no madness can strike me down while I believe
and pray.' She lifted her hot face from her hands, calmed, soothed, brave
once more. She was rising from her knees, and the movement brought her
eyes on a level with the mirror panel. As one turned to stone, she stood
looking into the mirror, for it reflected one corner of her bed in the
next room, and the fading light fell on something white which pushed
aside the black brocade bed-curtain--a large yellow-white hand holding a
small gleaming knife. The Duchess, still with the dread of insanity upon
her, told herself that it was an hallucination, a delusion, the frenzied
working of her overwrought brain. She gathered her courage and fixed her
eyes on the mirror, which showed her what she conceived to be a phantom.
The hand was large, with hair growing hideously over it, and jagged,
bitten nails--she could see this distinctly, for the light fell from the
window full on the black curtain, and showed up the yellow hand.
Fascinated, she gazed into the mirror, wondering the while why, now that
the horror actually confronted her, she felt so little fear, whereas
before she had started and trembled at each gust of wind. Now the hand
emerged further from out the hangings. An arm in a brown sleeve appeared.
Then the curtains parted, and her Highness saw a ferret-like face appear.
She knew that this was no phantom. Swiftly she calculated the distance
between her and the hand-bell. She remembered that only her tiring-maid
would come in answer to the usual daily summons. If this man was indeed
an assassin, he would do his work immediately; kill her ere the woman
could come, and the unsuspecting maid herself might easily be silenced
with one stab from that pointed dagger. All this the Duchess realised in
a flash. She had never thought so rapidly in her life. No! she must not
ring; she must dupe the murderer! Her eyes met the assassin's in the
mirror, but she had the strength to return the gaze in an abstracted
fashion, so that the man should be uncertain whether she had seen him, or
whether the mirror had failed, by some strange chance, to transmit his
reflection.
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