Fired by this gospel of destruction, he spent his life wandering about
Europe, never resting for a month together, wrenching himself free from
all those ties which might curtail the freedom of his actions. Although
not fashioned by nature for enduring hardships, he alternately suffered
cold, hunger, heat, fatigue, privations, and dirt. In Paris one week,
making a brief sojourn in Spain the next, fleeing thence under warrant
of arrest to find himself some days later in hiding in Italy; at times
in prison, always in danger and uncertainty; starving one day, in fairly
flourishing conditions the next, never certain what fortune the morrow
might bring: thus the years went by, until, escaping from _domicilio
coatto_, or worse, in Italy, he had at length made his way to London and
the office of the _Tocsin_, quite broken down in health after the long
winter tramp. As I knew him, among his few personal friends, Giannoli
was loyal and honourable in the extreme, independent and proud. Like
many other Anarchists he entertained an almost maniacal prejudice
against plots and conspiracies of any kind, maintaining that such
organisations were merely police traps and death-gins. "Propaganda by
deed"--outrage, in short--they maintained should, and could, be the
outcome only of entirely individual activity. Never, indeed, did police
or press make a greater blunder than when they attributed deeds of
violence to associations and large conspiracies, and sought for or
denounced accomplices. Every one of those outrages and assassinations
which startled Europe was the act of a single man, unaided by, and
frequently unknown to other Anarchists.
This horror of plots and associations was, when I first met him, one of
the most noticeable traits about Giannoli. He was beginning to lose
his earlier assurance, worn out by the roving life he had led, and was
growing suspicious in the extreme. "Such-a-one is a police emissary," or
"So-and-so is not to be trusted" were words constantly on his lips.
To me he took a great liking, and he always showed implicit faith in me
both as an Anarchist and an individual. "You are a true Anarchist," he
said to me one day, "and I would trust you with anything, _even_" and
he emphasised the word so as to give greater weight to the compliment,
"_even_ with _explosives_!"
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