The room was of a fair size for the style of dwelling and was divided in
two by a long paper screen. The first half was evidently Kosinski's, and
as far as I could see by the dim light, was one litter of papers, with
a mattress on the floor in a corner. We walked past the screen; and the
guttering candle, stuck in an old ginger-beer bottle, allowed me to
see a bed in which lay the dying woman. There was also a table on which
stood some medicine bottles, a jug of milk, and a glass; an armchair of
frowsy aspect, and two cane chairs. The unwashed boards were bare, the
room unattractive to a degree, still an awkward attempt at order was
noticeable. I stepped over to the bed and gazed on its occupant. Eudoxia
was a thin gaunt woman of some thirty-five years of age. Her clustering
golden hair streaked with grey; small, plaintive mouth, and clear skin
showed that she might have been pretty; but the drawn features and
closed eyelids bore the stamp of unutterable weariness, and a querulous
expression hovered round her mouth. The rigid folds of the scanty
bedclothes told of her woeful thinness, and the frail transparent hands
grasped convulsively at the coverlet. As I gazed at her, tears welled
into my eyes. She looked so small, so transient, yet bore the traces
of such mental and physical anguish. After a moment or two she slowly
opened her eyes, gazed vacantly at me without apparently realising my
presence, and in a feeble, plaintive voice made some remark in Russian.
Kosinski was at her side immediately and answered her in soothing tones,
evidently pointing out my presence. The woman fixed on me her large
eyes, luminous with fever. I stepped nearer. "Is there anything I can
do for you?" I inquired in French. "No one can do anything for me
except God and the blessed Virgin," she replied peevishly, "and they are
punishing me for my sins. Yes, for my sins," she went on, raising
her voice and speaking in a rambling delirious way, "because I have
consorted with infidels and blasphemers. Vassili was good to me; we
were happy with our little Ivan, till that devil came along. He ruined
Vassili, body and soul; he killed our child; he has lost me. I have sold
myself to the devil, for have I not lived for the past two years on his
charity? And you," she continued, turning her glittering eyes on me,
"beware, he will ruin you too; he has no heart, no religion; he cares
for nothing, for nobody, except his cruel principles. You love him, I
see you do; it is in your every movement, but beware; he will trample on
your heart, he will sacrifice you, throw you aside as worthless, as he
did with Vassili, who looked upon him as his dearest friend. Beware!"
and she sank back exhausted on the pillows, her eyes turned up under her
eyelids, a slight froth tinged with blood trickling down the corners of
her mouth.
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