England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Youth -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
About a week later, she went out as usual one morning and did not
return till six o'clock.
Miss Ward asked her where she had been.
"Out into the country a long way, and they made me take them a long
round. They were looking at houses. Most of my good fares are people
house-hunting."
"Did you have any lunch?"
"Yes, we stopped at an inn."
She said no more, but all the evening was strangely silent and
preoccupied. The next morning she did not take her car out, but told
Miss Ward she was going to practise in the church. She had found a lame
boy who was always ready to blow for her, when her usual blower was at
school.
Mrs. Wharnecliffe appeared about twelve o'clock, and hearing the sound
of the organ as she passed the church, stopped her car and went in.
She could tell at once from Gentian's playing that all was not well
with her. But she did not interrupt her, she took a back seat in the
little church and waited.
The music ceased at last. Gentian dismissed the lame boy; she had no
idea that anyone was in the church but herself, and Mrs. Wharnecliffe
felt a little uncomfortable when she saw her leave her organ stool and,
slipping into one of the front seats, kneel down and bury her face in
her hands.
When Gentian rose at last, the church was empty; but she found Mrs.
Wharnecliffe walking up and down the churchyard.
They greeted each other affectionately; then Gentian turned rather
eagerly to her.
"Dear Mrs. Wharnecliffe. I think I'm going to make you happy. Certainly
Cousin Thorold will be, but my future is very dark. I'm giving up my
car. I shall never use it for the public, and I shan't be able to
afford the oil for it, so I suppose I shall have to sell it."
"Since when have you decided this, dear?" Mrs. Wharnecliffe asked
gently.
"Oh, I've lost all zest for it, for some days. And yesterday I said
to myself 'never again.' I was driving four very common men about the
country. And I didn't like them at all. And it isn't pleasant to be a
girl sometimes, Mrs. Wharnecliffe. And I'd rather be a road-mender on
the road, than everybody's and anybody's chauffeur."
Mrs. Wharnecliffe was much astonished, but could not hide her approval,
and Gentian's eyes were keen and far-seeing.
"Ah!" she said, throwing out her hands in her foreign gesture of
despair. "I shall have no sympathy from anyone. I must learn to go my
way through life without it. You are pleased when I am sad—you are sad
when I am pleased."
"My dear child, I cannot help feeling pleased when you show such
wisdom. I wish you would tell me a little more. I am afraid you have
experienced some unpleasantness. It was what we feared would happen.
But I am sorry, very sorry for you."
"It is past."
Gentian drew herself up to her full height. There was pride and a
little aloofness in her voice.
"I will not talk about it, Mrs. Wharnecliffe. But I am hardly happy
to-day. I cannot be—I wish—"
Here her tone became impassioned and vicious.
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