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A girl's life eighty years ago : $b Selections from the letters of Eliza Southgate Bowne
Bowne, Eliza Southgate
Bowne, Eliza Southgate, 1783-1809; United States -- Social life and customs -- 1783-1865
You have a fine imagination and have pictured a chain of delightful
events which probably will exist there alone, yet I should have no
objection to your being a true prophet. We all can plan delightful
schemes, but they rarely ever become realities; but no matter, we enjoy
them in imagination. I expect from you a particular account of yourself
when you return. You will have many amusing anecdotes to tell me, if you
will take the trouble. I have just read your last and picture something
in it that at first I did not pay much attention to. You say all you
have said on the subject of education was merely the thought of the
moment, “written not to be received but laughed at.” What shall I
think?—That you think me too contemptible to know your real sentiments?
I should be very unwilling to admit such a suspicion, yet what can you
mean?—with the greatest apparent seriousness, you speak of the
_sincerity_ with which you conduct this correspondence. Was that
likewise meant to be laughed at? I had flattered myself, when I
commenced this correspondence, to reap both instruction and amusement
from an undisguised communication of sentiments. I had likewise hoped
you would not think it too great a condescension to speak to me with
that openness you would to a male friend. However, I shall begin to
think it is contrary to the nature of things that a gentleman should
speak his real sentiments to a lady, yet in our correspondence I wished
and expected to step aside from the world, speak to each other in the
plain language of sincerity. I have much to say on this subject, but
unfortunately my ideas never begin to flow until I have filled up my
paper. Do not imagine from what I have said that the most disagreeable
truths will offend me. I promise not to feel hurt at any thing you
write, if ’tis your real sentiment. But, Cousin, don’t trifle with me.
Do not make me think so contemptibly of myself as you will by not
allowing me your confidence; promise to speak as you think and I will
never scold you again.
ELIZA.
Cousin, I wish you would write a list of your mother’s children, names
and ages, those that have died together with the others. We are going to
send them out to Uncle Rufus, as he requested it some time since. By
Martha it will be a fine opportunity,—as soon as convenient send them
over.
Mr. Moses Porter,
Biddeford.
Scarborough, August 6, 1801.
Hon. Rufus King.
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