Girton College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
‘Your good opinion has had time to cool? Pray be frank, Mr. Arbuthnot.’
It was in her mood to quarrel--at least, to reach the brink of a
quarrel with him, if ’twere only for sweet relenting’s sake. ‘I don’t
one bit come up to your ideal of a model woman?’
‘I abhor models, irrespective of their sex. Marjorie, why are we
talking in this strain?’ And now her fingers reached his lips. ‘I want
you to be like nothing, to be nothing, but yourself.’
‘And I, myself, shall never alter. I may be too dull-witted to pass
the entrance examination for Girton. That will be my misfortune. I
shall always be athirst for knowing things, for seeing life--on its
seamy side, especially--with my own eyes, for getting to the real worst
of everything! And I shall always,’ added Marjorie, with a look that
indubitably had in it the nature of a challenge, ‘retain my Bartrand
temper.’
‘I have a temper also,’ answered Geff, drawing her a little closer to
him. ‘Do not omit that item from our prospects of future joy. You are
passionate. I am unforgetting. Stormy elements, these, to be brought
into daily, hourly contact under the same roof.’
‘And has your ideal of life always been one of conflict?’ asked
Marjorie.
At the domestic picture, quietly touched in by Geoffrey, the lines of
her lips had softened against her will.
‘I have had no experience save in conflict,’ answered Geff Arbuthnot,
truthfully.
‘When you were a really young man, four or five years ago, did you look
forward to the Taming of a Shrew as a likely sequel to your term of
happy bachelorhood?’
The question was jestingly meant, lightly spoken. But Geoffrey’s dark
cheek reddened.
‘Oh, if I have said anything indiscreet, forgive me.’ Marjorie watched
him with attention. ‘You must grow used, remember, to the faults of my
fine qualities. One of these is inquisitiveness. It would delight me to
know, precisely, what you used to think and feel when you were twenty
years old. I suppose you were not so preternaturally wise, always, as
you are now?’
‘I have never been wise at any period of my life,’ said Geoffrey
Arbuthnot.
‘But when you were nineteen, say, what did you think, what did you
hope, what did you look forward to?’
‘What I hoped, what I looked forward to, was--madness.’ The unguarded
answer broke from him instantly. ‘If you would be kind to me,
Marjorie,’ he added, ‘let the past rest. There is enough, a great deal
more than enough, to be grateful for in the present.’
Marjorie, on this, drew herself to her full height. She looked at him
with the instinct of a child who would unriddle a secret by his own
close reading of another’s face. She freed her hands abruptly from his
clasp.
‘What you hoped, what you looked forward to was--madness! Do you mean
in regard of University laurels?’
‘We are not talking of University laurels. We are talking,’ said Geff,
honestly, ‘of the happiness beyond happiness, the companionship for
life of two human souls that suit each other.’
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