Girton College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction; Women college students -- Fiction
‘Your life shall never become miserable through fault of mine, Miss
Bartrand.’ Turning round, Geff looked at her gravely. ‘Pardon me
whatever foolish words I spoke this morning. In a week or two forget my
existence! You are bound to me by no promise----’
‘And it costs you nothing to give me up? You can talk of forgetting in
this airy fashion?’ interrupted Marjorie, with vehement recollection of
her own surrender. ‘Then you never sought me from liking. I have had a
second experience of the same cruel story. The acres of Tintajeux, few
though they be, are matters, it seems, better worth caring for than
Marjorie Bartrand, herself.’
From her cradle to her grave it would be safe to aver that speech so
ignoble never issued from Marjorie Bartrand’s lips. She recognised its
meanness before the last word was spoken. Her cheeks crimsoned. She
could have flung herself at the feet of the lover her suspicion had
dishonoured.
‘I was wrong ... forgive me for speaking like this,’ she began to
stammer brokenly.
But Geoffrey Arbuthnot could not condone a paltry accusation, even from
her. With two strides he reached the girl’s chair. He stood before her,
pale and strongly moved. She hardly recognised the expression of his
face.
‘And so you think that I, with the full use of my muscles and brain,
sought to marry you for money’s sake, the poor little handful of
money that goes with Tintajeux Manoir. The slight to my intelligence
is severe. Had I been a fortune-hunter, Miss Bartrand, I should have
struck for a larger stake.’
‘Then why did you look at me? Why did you not let me go my way?’ She
clasped her hands together, piteously. ‘For you have never loved me.
You confessed as much just now?’
‘Did I? I can only remember a confession in which I spoke the truth--a
confession you believed this morning,’ added Geoffrey, with as much
steadiness as he could muster.
‘All this is waste of time,’ she said, with a miserable little laugh.
‘We have the habit of plain speaking--you and I. Let us keep it up to
the last. Your heart is not your own, Mr. Arbuthnot. You have liked
some other person better than you like me. _Have_ liked, did I say? You
like her, I doubt not, to this day.’
‘This day when I have asked you, wisely or unwisely, to be my wife?’
‘If your conscience were clear you could not trifle with me like this.
You would say No, or Yes.’
And, thus urged, Geoffrey Arbuthnot said ‘Yes’--with unmitigated
frankness, without a hint either at penitence or remorse. Long ago, in
his undergraduate days--thus the confession ran--he had fallen in love
... possibly as men do not fall in love twice during their lives! He
was rough, plain, a student as Marjorie saw him now, no suitor to win a
young girl’s fancy. And so----
‘And so,’ broke in Marjorie with trembling interest, ‘she was false to
you?’
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