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‘She was neither false nor true,’ he answered; ‘I had no place at
all in her heart. My own best friend’--and here Geff’s voice sank,
each word of his avowal seemed wrung from him with pain--‘became,
unconsciously, my rival.’
‘Your best friend,’ stammered Marjorie, upon whom a first flicker of
light was beginning to dawn.
‘Best, then, and I hope for ever--just as she whom he married will,
I know, be my ideal of all sweet and womanly qualities till I die.
Although I lost her,’ exclaimed Geff Arbuthnot, ‘I owe her everything!
It is using a commonplace to say that I would at any hour start to the
other side of the world, if by so starting I could confer on her the
smallest service. But it is the truth.’
He was a man, ordinarily, of demeanour so reticent, of emotions so
controlled, that this little outburst struck on Marjorie Bartrand with
double force. Alas! there could not be room for another instant’s
doubt. She recalled the morning when she had lectured her tutor on his
frivolity, she remembered his embarrassment when she spoke of Dinah as
his wife--his absence of mind, his pallor. The story of his past life
was laid open, a clear page, for her to read. The confession of her
engagement to Major Tredennis had met with an over-full equivalent.
‘At last, then,’ she murmured, ‘I have got to the truth of things. It
might have been juster if I had not been deceived so long.’
‘Will you hear me out to the end?’ There was a ring of command rather
than of pleading in Geoffrey’s tone. ‘Four years ago it was my fate, I
can never say my misfortune, to come across a girl whom it was madness
for me to love. I lost. I suffered. But many a man has met with a like
overthrow, and got firmly to his feet in time. I am very firm on my
feet,’ said Geff Arbuthnot. ‘I have grown young again in knowing you.
If you had chosen to become my wife, I could have loved you well.
Yes, I do love you--too well! Now, when it seems we are like bidding
good-bye for ever.’
And Geoffrey rested his hands for an instant upon the girl’s graceful
down-bent head.
‘And the dream is over--over.’ She repeated the words huskily, not so
much thinking of Geff as seeking to bring home to herself the extremity
of her own pain. ‘We are to be nothing to each other from this hour
forth, not even friends.’
Geoffrey Arbuthnot walked a few steps away. The movement was prompted
by a definite and conscious weakness. This saying good-bye for ever was
no easy thing, he found, so long as his hand rested upon the silken
hair, so long as the slender figure palpitated close to him, the
heliotrope sent its odour to his brain from Marjorie’s breast.
‘The dream is over, because you discovered it to be a dream. You must
acknowledge, Miss Bartrand, that you have taken the matter wholly out
of my keeping.’
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