Nobility -- Great Britain -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
The tutor said nothing in detail of poor Willowes's sufferings, but as
soon as the news was broken to Barbara she realized how intense they must
have been, and her immediate instinct was to rush to his side, though, on
consideration, the journey seemed impossible to her. Her health was by
no means what it had been, and to post across Europe at that season of
the year, or to traverse the Bay of Biscay in a sailing-craft, was an
undertaking that would hardly be justified by the result. But she was
anxious to go till, on reading to the end of the letter, her husband's
tutor was found to hint very strongly against such a step if it should be
contemplated, this being also the opinion of the surgeons. And though
Willowes's comrade refrained from giving his reasons, they disclosed
themselves plainly enough in the sequel.
The truth was that the worst of the wounds resulting from the fire had
occurred to his head and face--that handsome face which had won her heart
from her,--and both the tutor and the surgeons knew that for a sensitive
young woman to see him before his wounds had healed would cause more
misery to her by the shock than happiness to him by her ministrations.
Lady Grebe blurted out what Sir John and Barbara had thought, but had had
too much delicacy to express.
'Sure, 'tis mighty hard for you, poor Barbara, that the one little gift
he had to justify your rash choice of him--his wonderful good
looks--should be taken away like this, to leave 'ee no excuse at all for
your conduct in the world's eyes . . . Well, I wish you'd married
t'other--that do I!' And the lady sighed.
'He'll soon get right again,' said her father soothingly.
Such remarks as the above were not often made; but they were frequent
enough to cause Barbara an uneasy sense of self-stultification. She
determined to hear them no longer; and the house at Yewsholt being ready
and furnished, she withdrew thither with her maids, where for the first
time she could feel mistress of a home that would be hers and her
husband's exclusively, when he came.
After long weeks Willowes had recovered sufficiently to be able to write
himself; and slowly and tenderly he enlightened her upon the full extent
of his injuries. It was a mercy, he said, that he had not lost his sight
entirely; but he was thankful to say that he still retained full vision
in one eye, though the other was dark for ever. The sparing manner in
which he meted out particulars of his condition told Barbara how
appalling had been his experience. He was grateful for her assurance
that nothing could change her; but feared she did not fully realize that
he was so sadly disfigured as to make it doubtful if she would recognize
him. However, in spite of all, his heart was as true to her as it ever
had been.
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