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She covered her face with her hands, for the first time utterly breaking
down.
“Oh! is there no hope?” she sobbed. “No hope at all?”
“Remember how much he is spared,” said the doctor gently. “He will not
suffer. He will not suffer at all any more.”
And so it proved; for while many went and came, and while the bad news
of the bankruptcy caused Herr Grönvold to pace the room like one
distracted, and while Sigrid and Swanhild kept their sad watch, Herr
Falck lay in painless quiet—his face so calm that, had it not been for
an occasional tremor passing through the paralyzed limbs, they would
almost have thought he was already dead.
The hours passed on. At length little Swanhild, who had crouched down on
the floor with her head in Sigrid’s lap, became conscious of a sort of
stir in the room. She looked up and saw that the doctor was bending over
her father.
“It is over,” he said, in a hushed voice as he stood up and glanced
toward the two girls.
And Swanhild, who had never seen any one die, but had read in books of
death struggles and death agonies, was filled with a great wonder.
“It was so quiet,” she said, afterward to her sister. “I never knew
people died like that; I don’t think I shall ever feel afraid about
dying again. But oh, Sigrid!” and the child broke into a passion of
tears, “we have got to go on living all alone—all alone!”
Sigrid’s breast heaved. Alas! the poor child little knew all the
troubles that were before them; as far as possible she must try to
shield her from the knowledge.
“We three must love each other very much, darling,” she said, folding
her arms about Swanhild. “We must try and be everything to each other.”
The words made her think of Frithiof, and with a sick longing for his
presence she went downstairs again to speak to her uncle, and to arrange
as to how the news should be sent to England. Herr Grönvold had never
quite appreciated his brother-in-law, and this had always made a barrier
between him and his nephew and nieces. He was the only relation,
however, to whom Sigrid could turn, and she knew that he was her
father’s executor, and must be consulted about all the arrangements. Had
not she and Frithiof celebrated their twenty-first birthday just a week
ago, Herr Grönvold would have been their guardian, and naturally he
would still expect to have the chief voice in the family counsels.
She found him in the sitting-room. He was still pale and agitated. She
knew only too well that although he would not say a word against her
dead father, yet in his heart he would always blame him, and that the
family disgrace would be more keenly felt by him than by any one. The
sight of him entirely checked her tears; she sat down and began to talk
to him quite calmly. All her feeling of youth and helplessness was gone
now—she felt old, strangely old; her voice sounded like the voice of
some one else—it seemed to have grown cold and hard.
“What must we do about telling Frithiof, uncle?” she said.
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