Still intent upon his Continental scheme, and somewhat impatiently
waiting the arrival of Jerry Vane, Trevor Chute was idling over a
late breakfast, so full of thoughts--sweet, regretful, and angry
thoughts--of Clare Collingwood that he seemed like one in a dream.
It was nearly noon. The sun of May was bathing in light the leafy
foliage of the Green Park, and throwing its shadows darkly and
strongly on the green below; while the far extent of the lofty street
seemed all aglow and quivering in the sunshine.
How fair and fresh the world looked, and yet, since his last
interview with Clare, everything seemed indistinct and unusual to his
senses.
'Bah!' thought he; 'to-night Jerry and I shall be in France, and
then----'
What _then_, he scarcely knew.
The current of his ideas changed, for times there were, and this
became one of them, when he longed morbidly to go through all the
luxury of grief and sentiment in taking that which he had never
before taken, save by letter--a last farewell of her; to beg of her
to let no hour of sorrow for him mar her peace, no regret for his
loss of fortune, a loss that was no fault of his own; to think of him
with no pain, but with a soft memory of their past love, or to forget
him, though he never could, or should, forget _her_, but would ever
treasure in his heart how dear she had been to him, etc., etc.; and
in this mood he was indulging, when his valet laid before him a note,
the envelope of which caused him to feel a kind of electric shock.
It bore the Collingwood crest.
With hands tremulous as those of an agitated girl, he tore it open,
and found that it was from Sir Carnaby Collingwood--a brief
invitation to dine with him at his club at eight to-morrow evening
(if disengaged), 'that they might have a little talk over old times.'
'Old times,' he repeated; 'what does that phrase mean?'
He had read over the note for the fourth or fifth time when Jerry
Vane arrived.
He, too, had a similar invitation, but in that there was nothing
remarkable, as he had never ceased to be on terms of intimacy with
Sir Carnaby.
'What _can_ old Collingwood mean by this invitation to smoke the
calumet of peace?' exclaimed Trevor Chute.
'Time will show.'
'After the cutting tenor of the letter he sent me--that cold and
formal letter of dismissal--I--I----'
'Forget it, like the good fellow you are; and remember only that he
is the father of Clare Collingwood.'
'True.'
'You'll go, of course?' said Jerry, after a pause; but Chute was
silent.
His pride suggested that under all the circumstances, especially if
what 'the clubs said' were true, he should decline the invitation.
But why?
He had already been at the Collingwoods', but on a special mission,
certainly.
Then Sir Carnaby was proud, and it was impossible to forget that the
first formal advance had come from him. More than all, as Jerry Vane
had said, he was the father of Clare, of her who had never ceased to
be the idol of all his thoughts.
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