'Do, if possible,' said she, with genuine surprise.
'Pardon the admission, Miss Collingwood, but all night long Sir
Carnaby sang the praises of a certain Major Desmond.'
Clare coloured deeply; her eyes darkened, and sparkled, yet softly,
under the sweep of their long black lashes.
'It was horrible taste in papa--to _you_ especially! How could he
act so strangely?'
'So cruelly, Clare,' said Trevor Chute, with a burst of honest
emotion, born of the sudden line this conversation had taken.
'Fear not for Desmond,' said she, in a bitter, yet low tone, as she
shook her graceful head.
'He was to--to propose for your hand.'
'He did so this morning,' was the calm reply.
'And you, Miss Collingwood, you----'
'Refused him.'
'Oh, Clare!' exclaimed Trevor, and all the old love beamed in his
eyes as he uttered her name.
'Neither doubt nor misunderstand me,' said Clare, very calmly, and in
a voice that was earnest, sweet, and low. 'Papa and others too'
('What others?' thought Chute) 'have tried hard to make me forget
what you and I were to each other once, but he and they have failed.'
'Thank God!' exclaimed Chute, so full of emotion that he clutched the
back of a chair for support.
'In the seeming emptiness of my heart,' said Clare, speaking in a low
tone and with downcast eyes, while the throbbing of her bosom was
apparent beneath her dress, 'I made for myself a life within a life,
known to myself alone.'
'And that life, darling?'
'Was full of _you_.'
He made a step towards her; but she drew back, and said,
questioningly:
'And you, Trevor, in the days of this long separation?'
'Have never, never forgotten you, Clare!'
'Yet you must have seen many!'
'Many--yes, and lovely women, too; but never have I felt a touch of
even the slightest passing pang or preference for any one out of the
many.'
Clare gazed at him softly and sweetly. She did not, she could not,
tell him that in the intervals of a brilliant garden party she had
rejected for the third time the passionate supplications and
proposals of one who could have made her a marchioness; and those who
knew of this thought her cold and proud, but they were wrong, for
Clare was 'one of those women who, beneath the courtly negligence of
a chill manner, are capable of infinite tenderness, infinite
nobility, and infinite self-reproach,' and her heart was loving,
tender, sweet, and warm as a summer rose to those who knew her, and
whom she loved.
The mist was dispelling fast now.
Again they were discovering, or recalling, all that was sympathetic
in each other, and learning to understand each other by word, and
hint, or glance, when soul seemed to speak to soul, and more than
all, when hand met hand, did Clare feel that which she had never felt
since their separation, how magnetic was the influence between them,
and how no other hand had made the blood course through her veins as
his had done.
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