'And as a woman in years, I, foreseeing the time when I could not
have you always to reign over my table at Carnaby Court or in
Piccadilly, have deemed it necessary to provide myself with a--a----'
'Papa!'
'Well, a substitute,' he added, giving a finishing adjust to his
gloves, and then looking Clare steadily in the face.
'In the person of Evelyn Desmond!' she exclaimed, in a breathless
voice, and becoming very pale.
'Precisely, my dear Miss Collingwood. She has promised to fill up in
my heart all the fearful void left there by the loss of your good
mother. I meant to have told you this long ago, but--but it was an
awkward subject to approach.'
'So I should think!'
'With one who comports herself like you; and--ah--in fact, now that
we are about it, I may mention that the marriage has been postponed
only in consequence of Beverley's death, Ida's mourning, illness, and
all that sort of thing.'
'So my sacrifice in declining poor Trevor Chute, after all his faith,
love, and cruel treatment, was uncalled for,' thought Clare, as she
stood like a marble statue, with scorn growing on her lovely lip,
while endeavouring to realize the startling tidings now given to her.
'Is _this_ to be the end of Evelyn's endless manoeuvring and
countless flirtations?' she exclaimed after a pause.
'Miss Collingwood, I spoke of Miss Desmond,' said he.
'So did I,' replied Clare, with growing anger.
'Don't be so impulsive--rude, I should say--it is bad form, bad
style, very.'
'Poor mamma!' sighed Clare; 'she was a good and true gentlewoman.'
'That I grant you, but a trifle cold and stately.'
'When she died I thought it is only when angels leave us that we see
the light of heaven on their wings.'
'Now don't be melodramatic; it is absurd, and to be emotional is bad
taste. As one cuckoo does not make a spring any more than one
swallow a summer, so no more should one affair of the human heart
make up the end of a human existence.'
'Are you really in earnest about this, papa?'
'Of course, though I am not much in earnest about anything usually;
it is not worth one's while.'
'At a certain age, perhaps,' thought Clare; 'but you were earnest
enough once, in dismissing poor Trevor Chute.'
'You will break this matter to your sisters,' said he, preparing to
leave her.
'My sisters!' said Clare, bitterly and sadly. 'Oh, papa! think of
Violet's prospects with--with' (she feared to add such a
chaperon)--'and of Ida, so sad, so delicate in health.'
'Nonsense, Miss Collingwood, Ida will soon marry again; such absurd
grief never lasts; and I am sure that Vane loves her still.'
'Then _he_ is not supposed to have got over "that stuff," as you
think Trevor Chute and I have done.'
'Miss Collingwood, I do not like my words repeated; so with your
permission we shall cease the subject, and I shall bid you
good-morning.'
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