But his prospects were brighter now, and thus he had thought of her
happily when idling from place to place, in the glittering Kursaal at
Hamburg, the many gaieties of Berlin, and of more domestic
Copenhagen; when among the lonely woods of Norway, and the countless
isles of the Christiana Fiord, which the Norse packet had traversed
when its waters were moonlit and luminous, when the dark
violet-tinted waves of eve rolled on the green shores of the Jungfrau
land, when he had seen the gorgeous sun setting redly beyond the
bronze-like forests of Sweden, and flushing alike the sky above and
the waters of the Sound below--her face was ever before him, and he
had remembered its expressions and the tone of her voice in every
hour he spent, especially when alone, by land and sea, in city, wood,
or wilderness.
'I have Clare's promise and assurance that she loves me still,' he
would think; 'but how long am I to drag on this absurd life, this
separate existence? Surely we are not so hopeless now as in that
time when I was broiling up country.'
With reference to her promise, he pondered, would she write to him?
Scarcely. Should he write to her, and remind her of it--not that for
a moment he ever believed it to be forgotten; but of, this policy he
was doubtful, and so resolved to wait a little, as he would be
certain to hear from Jerry Vane or some other friend.
But while waiting, Clare might be cast into the attractive influence
of some one else, and he knew that she was surrounded by all the
charms and allurements of rank and of wealth. Then he deemed himself
a wretch to think of such things. Anon he became terrified lest she
should be ill, as he knew how much this marriage would mortify, fret,
and worry her.
From his reverie he was roused by the appearance of his valet, Tom
Travers, standing close by at 'attention,' by pure force of old
habit. He had neither heard him knock nor enter; neither had he
heard his tread on the polished floor, which as usual in these
countries, was uncarpeted.
'Letter for you, sir,' said he, presenting one on a salver.
'Thanks, Tom.'
He tore it open; it was from Jerry Vane, and dated from 'Carnaby
Court.' This made Trevor's heart leap.
'Jerry must have been making his innings,' thought he, 'to be there.
He has surely been seized with a most unusual _cacoethes scribendi_.
I have not heard from the fellow for months, and now he sends me
nearly sixteen pages. What can they all be about? Perhaps the
marriage, but more likely that alluring _ignis fatuus_, Ida.'
And once more filling his pipe, he composed himself to peruse the
letter of his old chum, Jerry, who ran on thus:--
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