'"No," said I, curtly, as I tossed it into the arbour, with the fear,
the crushing conviction, that some fellow _had_ been there after all
How he had effected his exit from the arbour unseen by me was a
mystery; but how I enjoyed our croquet that afternoon you may imagine.
'In the course of our game I casually discovered that the lost glove
belonged to Sir John Oriel, but you know that his personal appearance
scarcely answers to that of the man I have described to you.
'I am loath to admit myself to be jealous; but there is a mystery in
all this I cannot fathom. My visit here terminates at the end of a
week, when I shall return to town more miserable in mind than I ever
did before. I am to be at Carnaby Court for the Christmas
festivities, but have a vague fear of what may happen in the
meantime. _This fellow_----' (Jerry had drawn his pen through words,
evidently as if checking some ebullition, and then continued).
'It was, perhaps, with the naturally kind and womanly desire to
soothe the sorrow she had caused, and the wound she had inflicted,
that when next day we met by chance in the same arbour--in fact, I
followed her to it--she was more than usually affable and sweet with
me, and I ventured in the plainest terms to speak of the subject that
was nearest my heart.
'"Confident in my own unchanging love for you, Ida," said I, "honour
for your feelings, tenderness and kindness have made me silent for
long; but I think the better time has come when I might openly speak
to you of love again, dear Ida."
'"Do not urge that subject on me now," she replied, with undisguised
agitation. "You are a dear good and kind fellow--dear and good
as--as--as when I first knew you; but I--I----" She paused and
trembled.
'"What?" I whispered.
'"My heart is in the grave!"
'"This is absurd; it is morbid--it is irreligious!" I exclaimed.
'"Do not say so, Jerry Vane."
'I thought to myself, bitterly (excuse me, Chute), could not this
confounded fellow Beverley die without bothering her with all his
gloomy messages and mementoes?
'"If you do not marry me, I shall die an old bachelor. Let not the
one love of my life be utterly hopeless--you, my first and last!"
'"Poor Jerry, what _can_ I say?" she exclaimed, interlacing her
white, slender fingers.
'"That you will love me."
'"In time, perhaps--I will try--but cease to urge me now."
'"Bless you for those words, Ida."
'"I am glad to make you happy, Jerry," said she, with a bright smile
in her beautiful eyes.
'"You do indeed cause my heart to swell with happiness--but--but why
do you _shudder_?" I exclaimed.
'"Did I shudder?" she asked, growing very pale, and withdrawing her
hand from mine. "Oh, let us cease this subject, Jerry, and--and
excuse me leaving you."
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