If perfidy rendered her unworthy of him, why regret her? Yet it was
so hard, so bitter, and so unnatural to deem her so. With all his
pride, we have said that Jerry had none with Ida, and the moment the
accusation against her escaped him, he repented of it. With all her
tenderness and gentleness, he knew how dignified and resolute Ida
could be. He recalled all the varying expressions he had seen in her
sweet face, great amazement, pain, alarm, and sorrow, culminating in
indignation and pride; and though she left him in undisguised anger,
he still seemed to hear the pathos of her voice, which seemed filled
with unshed tears.
Was he yielding her up in anger now, and not in sorrow as before, to
another who would revel in all the spells of her beauty and
sweetness, and thus ruining all for himself again?
Then he said through his clenched teeth:
'What matters it? If she is so perfidious, let her go. But I have
been too long here playing the moonstruck fool.'
Yet with a pitiful desperation he clung to the faint hope that ere he
left, some explanation, other than he had received, might be given
him; that another interview might pass between them which would
change the present gloomy aspect of their affairs, and place them
even on their former vague and unsatisfactory basis. But Major
Desmond had taken his departure during the interview in the garden;
thus Vane had no opportunity of recurring to what he had related
overnight in the garden; and Ida remained studiously aloof,
sequestered in her own room, and he saw no more till the moment of
his departure, and even then not a word passed between them.
Clare Collingwood heard with genuine concern the announcement of
Vane's sudden departure that day; he was the sole link between her
and Trevor Chute, and the medium through which she heard of all the
wanderer's movements.
It was long past mid-day ere he could leave the Court, and as he
passed through the hall he saw the ladies taking their afternoon tea
in the morning room, and amid that brilliant group, with their
shining silks and rich laces, their perfumed hair and glittering
ornaments, he saw only the bright Aurora tresses and sombre dress of
Ida, her jet ear-rings and necklet contrasting so powerfully with the
paleness of her blonde beauty--the wondrous whiteness of her skin.
She was smiling lightly now at Violet, who was coquetting with, or
quizzing, old Colonel Rakes.
Why should not Ida smile when the eyes of 'Society' were upon her?
It fretted Vane, however, that she should be doing so on the eve of
his departure, and added fuel to the fire that consumed him. He was
just in the humour to quarrel with trifles. He simply bade her adieu
as he did all the rest, and bowed himself out; but he could not
resist making some explanation to Clare, who followed him to the
porch, and whose expressive eyes seemed to ask it, for she had
detected in a moment that something unusual had passed between him
and Ida.
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