Children -- Fiction; Pirates -- Fiction; Sea stories
Although Laura and Rachel were thrown together a great deal, and were
all one goddess to Harry, their inner lives differed in almost every
respect. It was a matter of principle, as will have been noticed, for
them to disagree on every point: but it was a matter of nature too.
Rachel had only two activities. One was domestic. She was never happy
unless surrounded by the full paraphernalia of a household: she left
houses and families wherever she went. She collected bits of oakum and
the moultings of a worn-out mop, wrapped them in rags and put them to
sleep in every nook and cranny. _Guai_, who woke one of her twenty or
thirty babies--worse still, should he clear it away! She could even
summon up maternal feelings for a marline-spike, and would sit up
aloft rocking it in her arms and crooning. The sailors avoided walking
underneath: for such an infant, if dropped from a height, will find its
way through the thickest skull (an accident which sometimes befalls
unpopular captains).
Further, there was hardly an article of ship’s use, from the windlass
to the bosun’s chair, but she had metamorphosed it into some sort of
furniture: a table or a bed or a lamp or a tea-set: and marked it as
her property: and what she had marked as her property no one might
touch--if she could prevent it. To parody Hobbes, she claimed as her
own whatever she had mixed her imagination with; and the greater
part of her time was spent in angry or tearful assertions of her
property-rights.
Her other interest was moral. She had an extraordinary vivid, _simple_
sense, that child, of Right and Wrong--it almost amounted to a
precocious ethical genius. Every action, her own or any one else’s, was
immediately judged good or bad, and uncompromisingly praised or blamed.
She was never in doubt.
To Emily, Conscience meant something very different. She was still
only half aware of that secret criterion within her: but was terrified
of it. She had not Rachel’s clear divination: she never knew when she
might offend this inner harpy, Conscience, unwittingly: and lived in
terror of those brazen claws, should she ever let it be hatched from
the egg. When she felt its latent strength stir in its pre-natal sleep,
she forced her mind to other things, and would not even let herself
recognise her fear of it. But she knew, at the bottom of her heart she
_knew_, that one day some action of hers would rouse it, something
awful done quite unwittingly would send it raging round her soul like
a whirlwind. She might go weeks together in a happy unconsciousness,
she might have flashes of vision when she knew she was God Himself: but
at the same time she knew, beyond all doubt, in her innermost being,
that she was damned, that there never had been any one as wicked as her
since the world began.
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