Children -- Fiction; Pirates -- Fiction; Sea stories
Not so Rachel: to her, Conscience was by no means so depressing
an affair. It was simply a comfortable mainspring of her life,
smooth-working, as pleasant as a healthy appetite. For instance, it was
now tacitly admitted that all these men were pirates. That is, they
were wicked. It therefore devolved on her to convert them: and she
entered on her plans for this without a shadow either of misgiving or
reluctance. Her conscience gave her no pain because it never occurred
to her as conceivable that she should do anything but follow its
dictates, or fail to see them clearly. She would try and convert these
people first: probably they would reform, but if they did not--well,
she would send for the police. Since either result was right, it
mattered not at all which Circumstance should call for.
So much for Rachel. The inside of Laura was different indeed:
something vast, complicated, and nebulous that can hardly be put into
language. To take a metaphor from tadpoles, though legs were growing
her gills had not yet dropped off. Being nearly four years old, she
was certainly a child: and children are human (if one allows the term
‘human’ a wide sense): but she had not altogether ceased to be a baby:
and babies of course are not human--they are animals, and have a very
ancient and ramified culture, as cats have, and fishes, and even
snakes: the same in kind as these, but much more complicated and vivid,
since babies are, after all, one of the most developed species of the
lower vertebrates.
In short, babies have minds which work in terms and categories of their
own which cannot be translated into the terms and categories of the
human mind.
It is true they look human--but not so human, to be quite fair, as many
monkeys.
Subconsciously, too, every one recognises they are animals--why else
do people always laugh when a baby does some action resembling the
human, as they would at a praying mantis? If the baby was only a
less-developed man, there would be nothing funny in it, surely.
Possibly a case might be made out that children are not human either:
but I should not accept it. Agreed that their minds are not just more
ignorant and stupider than ours, but differ in kind of thinking (are
_mad_, in fact): but one can, by an effort of will and imagination,
think like a child, at least in a partial degree--and even if one’s
success is infinitesimal it invalidates the case: while one can no more
think like a baby, in the smallest respect, than one can think like a
bee.
How then can one begin to describe the inside of Laura, where the
child-mind lived in the midst of the familiar relics of the baby-mind,
like a Fascist in Rome?
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