Children -- Fiction; Pirates -- Fiction; Sea stories
When swimming under water, it is a very sobering thing suddenly to look
a large octopus in the face. One never forgets it: one’s respect, yet
one’s feeling of the hopelessness of any real intellectual sympathy.
One is soon reduced to mere physical admiration, like any silly
painter, of the cow-like tenderness of the eye, of the beautiful and
infinitesimal mobility of that large and toothless mouth, which accepts
as a matter of course that very water against which you, for your
life’s sake, must be holding your breath. There he reposes in a fold of
rock, apparently weightless in the clear green medium but very large,
his long arms, suppler than silk, coiled in repose, or stirring in
recognition of your presence. Far above, everything is bounded by the
surface of the air, like a bright window of glass. Contact with a small
baby can conjure at least an echo of that feeling in those who are not
obscured by an uprush of maternity to the brain.
Of course it is not really so cut-and-dried as all this; but often the
only way of attempting to express the truth is to build it up, like a
card-house, of a pack of lies.
It was only in Laura’s inner mind, however, that these elaborate
vestiges of babyhood remained: outwardly she appeared fully a child--a
rather reserved, odd, and indeed rather captivating one. Her face was
not pretty, with its heavy eyebrows and reduced chin: but she had a
power of apt movement, the appropriate attitude for every occasion,
that was most striking. A child who can show her affection for you,
for instance, in the very way she plants her feet on the ground,
has a liberal gift of that bodily genius called charm. Actually,
this particular one was a rare gesture with her: nine-tenths of her
life being spent in her own head, she seldom had time to feel at all
strongly either for or against people. The feelings she thus expressed
were generally of a more impersonal kind, and would have fascinated
an admirer of the ballet: and it was all the more remarkable that she
_had_ developed a dog-like devotion to the reserved and coarse-looking
captain of the pirates.
No one really contends that children have any insight into character:
their likings are mostly imaginative, not intuitive. ‘What do you think
I am?’ the exasperated ruffian had asked on a famous occasion. One
might well ask what Laura thought he was: and there is no means of
knowing.
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