At the point which I had reached in a preceding paragraph of this
account, the situation was as follows: two horses lay dying; the bull had
scattered his persecutors for the moment, and stood raging, panting,
pawing the dust in clouds over his back, when the man that had been
wounded returned to the ring on a remount, a poor blindfolded wreck that
yet had something ironically military about his bearing—and the next
moment the bull had ripped him open and his bowls were dragging upon the
ground: and the bull was charging his swarm of pests again. Then came
pealing through the air a bugle-call that froze my blood—“_It is I_,
_Soldier—come_!” I turned; Cathy was flying down through the massed
people; she cleared the parapet at a bound, and sped towards that
riderless horse, who staggered forward towards the remembered sound; but
his strength failed, and he fell at her feet, she lavishing kisses upon
him and sobbing, the house rising with one impulse, and white with
horror! Before help could reach her the bull was back again—
[Picture: His strength failed, and he fell at her feet]
She was never conscious again in life. We bore her home, all mangled and
drenched in blood, and knelt by her and listened to her broken and
wandering words, and prayed for her passing spirit, and there was no
comfort—nor ever will be, I think. But she was happy, for she was far
away under another sky, and comrading again with her Rangers, and her
animal friends, and the soldiers. Their names fell softly and
caressingly from her lips, one by one, with pauses between. She was not
in pain, but lay with closed eyes, vacantly murmuring, as one who dreams.
Sometimes she smiled, saying nothing; sometimes she smiled when she
uttered a name—such as Shekels, or BB, or Potter. Sometimes she was at
her fort, issuing commands; sometimes she was careering over the plain at
the head of her men; sometimes she was training her horse; once she said,
reprovingly, “You are giving me the wrong foot; give me the left—don’t
you know it is good-bye?”
After this, she lay silent some time; the end was near. By-and-by she
murmured, “Tired . . . sleepy . . . take Cathy, mamma.” Then, “Kiss me,
Soldier.” For a little time, she lay so still that we were doubtful if
she breathed. Then she put out her hand and began to feel gropingly
about; then said, “I cannot find it; blow ‘taps.’” It was the end.
[Picture: Taps [music score]]
FOOTNOTES
{80} At West Point the bugle is supposed to be saying:
“I can’t get ’em up,
I can’t get ’em up,
I can’t get ’em up in the morning!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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