A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy JuneOuida
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A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy June
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English fiction
He was beside himself with rage and misery and the chafing sense of his
own impotence; he was young and strong and ardently enamoured, and yet
he could do no more to save the woman he loved from eternal separation
from him than if he had been an idiot or an infant, than if he had had
no heart in his breast and no blood in his veins.
Whenever he met the vicar afterwards he did not even touch his hat, and
ceased those outward observances of respect to the Church which he had
always given before to please his master, who liked such example to be
set by the steward to the peasantry.
"If Ser Baldo send me away for it, so he must do," he thought. "I will
never set foot in the church again. I should choke that accursed parocco
with his own wafer."
For suspicion is a poisonous weed which, if left to grow unchecked, soon
reaches maturity, and Falko Melegari soon persuaded himself that his own
suspicion was a truth, which only lacked time and testimony to become as
clear to all eyes as it was to his.
CHAPTER IV.
Meantime, Gesualdo was striving with the utmost force that was in him to
persuade the real criminal to confess publicly what he had told under
the seal of confession. He saw the man secretly, and used every argument
with which the doctrines of his Church and his own intense desires could
supply him. But there is no obstinacy so dogged, no egotism so
impenetrable, no shield against persuasion so absolute, as the stolid
ignorance and self-love of a low mind. The Girellone turned a deaf ear
to all censure as to all entreaty: he was stolidly indifferent to all
the woe that he had caused and would cause if he remained silent. What
was all that to him? The thought of the miller's widow shut up in prison
pleased him; he had hated her as he had seen her in what he called her
finery, going by him in the sunshine, with all her bravery of pearl
necklace, of silver hair-pins, of gold watch and chain. Many and many a
time he had thirsted to snatch at them and pull them off her. What right
had she to them, she, a daughter of naked hungry folks, who dug and
carted sea- and river-sand for a living? She was no better than himself!
Now and then, Generosa had called him, in her careless, imperious
fashion, to draw water or carry wood for her, and when she had done so
she never had taken the trouble to bid him good-day or to say a
good-natured word. His pride was hurt, and he had had much ado to
restrain himself from calling her a daughter of beggars, a worm of the
sand. Like her own people, he was pleased that she should now find her
fine clothes and her jewelled trinkets of no avail to her, and that she
should weep the light out of her big eyes, and the rose-bloom off her
peach-like cheeks, in the squalor and nausea of a town prison.
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