A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy JuneOuida
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A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy June
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English fiction
Gesualdo, with all the force which a profound conviction that he speaks
the truth lends to any speaker, wrestled for the soul of this dogged
brute, and warned him of the punishment everlasting which would await
him if he persisted in his refusal to surrender himself to justice. But
he might as well have spoken to the great millstones at rest in the
river-water. Why then had this wretch cast the burden of his vile secret
on innocent shoulders? It was the most poignant anguish to him that he
could awaken no sense of guilt in the conscience of the criminal. The
man had come to him partly from a vague superstitious impulse, remnant
of a credulity instilled into him in childhood, and partly from the want
to _sfogare_ himself, as he called it,--to tell his story to some
one,--which is characteristic of all weak minds in times of trouble and
peril. It had relieved him to drag the priest into sharing his own
guilty consciousness; he was half proud and half afraid of the manner in
which he had slain his master, and bitterly incensed that he had done
the deed for nothing; but beyond this he had no other emotion, except
that he was glad that Generosa should suffer through and for it.
"You will burn forever if you persist in such hideous wickedness," said
Gesualdo again and again to him.
"I will take my chance of that," said the man. "Hell is far off, and the
galleys are near."
"But if you do not believe in my power to absolve you or leave you
accursed, why did you ever confess to me?" cried Gesualdo.
"Because one must clear one's breast to somebody when one has a thing
like that on one's mind," answered the Girellone, "and I know you cannot
tell of it again."
And from that position nothing moved him. No entreaties, threats,
arguments, denunciations, stirred him a hair's-breadth. He had confessed
_per sfogarsi_: that was all.
But one night after Gesualdo had thus spoken to him, vague fears
assailed him,--terrors material, not spiritual: he had parted with his
secret: who could tell that it might not come out like a sleuth-hound
and find him and denounce him? He had told it to be at peace, but he was
not at peace. He feared every instant to have the hand of the law upon
him. Whenever he heard the trot of the carabineers' horses going through
the village, or saw the white belts and cocked hats of gendarmes in the
sunlight of the fields, a cold tremor of terror seized him lest the
priest should, after all, have told. He knew that it was impossible, and
yet he was afraid.
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