Maud's eyes opened with a quick glance of surprise, but she made no
remark. The words had chilled her as no east wind could have done. Did
Ned really believe that she would have stayed indoors and sacrificed an
hour of his society for fear of a slight discomfort? If he thought
this, he was indeed unconscious of the true nature of her feelings
towards him; and though Maud was the last girl in the world to wear her
heart on her sleeve, she had been happy to believe that she and Ned
understood each other, and could count on a mutual affection. She did
not know which hurt the more, the suggestion of her own indifference or
the unruffled serenity with which it was made. As she sat opposite Ned
at dinner, she studied his face, to see if she could find there a
reflection of the depression which was stealing over her own heart, but
looked in vain. Truth compelled her to admit that she had never seen
him brighter, more radiant, more full of life and animation. She tried
her best to throw off the cloud on her own spirits and to enter into the
conversation, but the effort was not a success. The hands of the clock
on the mantelpiece held her in fascinated attention. Every stroke
seemed, to sound the knell of the bright hopes with which she had looked
forward to this meeting, every stroke brought the parting nearer.
If Maud did not speak, the other girls more than made up for her
silence, talking all together in true Rendell fashion, and telling the
news of the last few months in their usual breathlessly eager fashion.
Until now, conversation had had no chance of becoming general, and each
one had some personal items of information to offer which appeared to
her to be of absorbing interest. Lilias had paid a visit to an old
school friend, where she had had many pleasing adventures, which she
related in characteristic manner. Her sisters often discussed what it
was which gave to Lilias's stories such a suggestive and flattering
atmosphere. It must have been something peculiar in the way in which
they were told; for though she never said such a thing in so many words,
the hearers were yet impressed by the fact that she had played a leading
part, had been surfeited with admiration, and positively oppressed by
the attentions which she had received! This evening was no exception to
the rule; for as she spoke the listeners saw before them a picture of
her own lovely figure moving like a queen through the scenes which she
described, her humble vassals following in her wake. Lilias must be
cleverer than most people supposed, Nan told herself sagely, as she
watched the face of the visitor, to see how he was impressed by the
recitals. Impossible to say! Ned stared fixedly at his plate, and made
no remark. He very seldom looked at Lilias at all, Nan noticed. If it
was not too absurd, she would have thought that he really avoided
looking in her direction, while at every point in the conversation his
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