"If it's fine! But it won't be fine--it will pour!" said Elsie
gloomily, and wagged her head in the hopeless manner of one who has
tasted deeply of the world, and knew its hollowness by heart. If there
was by chance a cheerful _and_ a melancholy view to be taken on any
subject, Elsie invariably chose the melancholy one, and gloated over it
with ghoulish enjoyment. She was never so happy as when she was
miserable,--as an Irishman would have had it,--and hugged the conviction
that she was "unappreciated" by her family, and a victim of fate. She
shed tears over _Misunderstood_ in the solitude of her chamber, and
cultivated an expression of patient martyrdom, as most fitted for her
condition. Occasionally she forgot herself so far as to be cheery and
playful; but her feelings were so ultrasensitive that they were bound to
be wounded by some thoughtlessness on the part of her sisters before
many hours were over, when she would remember her own unhappiness, and
roam away by herself to the other end of the garden to apostrophise the
heavens and pity her hard lot. "It will be sure to pour! It always
does pour when we want to do anything!" she declared; upon which Nan
threw her book into the air and caught it again with a dexterous
movement.
"Fiddle-de-dee! It's going to be a bright, glorious summer day, with
just enough sun to be warm and not enough to be hot, and just enough
wind to be cool and not enough to be cold. And the grass is going to be
dry and the strawberries ripe; and all the pretty ladies and gentlemen
are going to drive over from miles and miles around, and spend so much
money that they will have none left to take them home. What is the use
of croaking? If things go wrong, it's bad enough to have to bear them
at the time; but until then imagination is our own, and we will make the
most of it. It will not pour, my dear Raven; so don't let me hear you
say so again! Make up your mind that this sale is going to be a
success, and try to bear it as well as you can."
Elsie looked up at the corner of the ceiling, and arched her eyebrows in
resigned and submissive fashion. When the rain did come,--as of course
it would,--when all the fancy work was drenched and the pretty dresses
spoiled, the girls would remember her prophecy, and be compelled to
acknowledge its correctness; but till then she would suffer in silence,
and refuse to be drawn into vulgar argument. So she determined, at
least; but a fiery temptation assailed her in the form of another
objection, so unanswerable that it was not in human nature to resist
hurling it at the heads of her companions.
"I hope you are right, I am sure; but, all the same, it is rather early
in the day to make arrangements. You are counting without your host.
How can you tell that mother will consent to let you have the sale at
all?"
And at that the listeners hung their heads and were silent, for it was
indeed useless to build castles unless they were first assured of this
foundation.
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