’Fiend or angel!’ he cried, ’thou shall not!—The woman!—The skirts of
the scarlet woman! Go rest thyself—not there—but in peace. From this
moment I abjure it—dost hear, I abjure it? I kill my love for love’s
sake. O! O!’
And he fell writhing, like a wounded snake, on the grass.
’_Salve, sancta parens!_’ said Bembo, lifting up his hands fervently to
the queen of night. The pious rogue was quite happy in his stratagem,
since it had won him his first convert to cleanness.
*CHAPTER III*
The lady of Casa Caprona had flown her tassel-gentle and missed her
quarry. Outwardly she seemed little disturbed by her failure—as
insolent as indolent—an imperious serenity in a velvet frame. The
occasion which had given, which was still giving, Carlo a tough thought
or two to digest, she had already, on the morning following her
discomfiture, assimilated, apparently without a pang. ’The which doth
demonstrate,’ thought Cicada, as he took covert and venomous note of
her, ’a signal point of difference between the sexes. In self-indulgent
wickedness there may be little to distinguish man from woman. In the
reaction from it, there is this: The man is subject to qualms of
conscience; the woman is not. She may be disenchanted, surfeited,
aggrieved against fate or circumstance; she is not offended with
herself. Remorse never yet spoiled her sleep, unless where she desired
and doubted it on her account in another. What she hath done she hath
done; and what she hath failed to do slumbers for her among the
unrealities—among things unborn—seeds in the womb of Romance, which,
though she be the first subject for it, she understands as little as she
does beauty. From the outset hath she been manoeuvring to confuse the
Nature in man by using its distorted image in herself to lure him. Out
upon her crimps and lacings! _He_ would be dressing and thinking to-day
like an Arcadian shepherd, an she had not warped his poor vision with
her sorcery! She wears the vestments of ugliness, and its worship is
her religion.’
It must be admitted that he offered himself a cross illustration to his
own text. The desperate concession wrung from him last night in a
moment of vinous exaltation, had found his sober morning senses under a
mountain of depression. He was bitterly aggrieved against fate; yet the
only quarrel he had with himself was for that mad vow of temperance, not
for the vice which had exacted it of him. The tongue in his head was
like a heater in an iron. Tantalus draughts lipped and bubbled against
his palate. The parched soil of his heart, he felt, would never again
blossom in little lonely oases—never again know the solace of dreams
aloof from the world. His traffic being by no means with heaven, God,
he supposed, had sent an angel to convert it. And he had succumbed
through the angel’s calling him—mother!
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