Each afternoon an elderly and incompetent female called, and--to employ
her own grim expression--did for him. That is to say, she consumed what
was left of Philip's breakfast, and made his bed by the simple expedient
of restoring the bedclothes to their overnight position.
His bedroom furniture he bought _en suite_ in Tottenham Court Road, for
seven pounds fifteen. In his sitting-room he installed a large table,
upon which to draw up plans and specifications, and an armchair. It did
not occur to him that he required any more furniture. He cooked his food
at a gas-stove and ate it off a corner of this table, sitting on the arm
of the chair. The sole ornament, upon his mantelpiece was a model of the
Meldrum Carburettor, recently perfected and patented. He made no friends
and went nowhere. A woman would have (and ultimately did) shed tears
over his _ménage_. But he was happy enough. Things, not People, still
held him bound.
And yet he was not utterly at peace with his world. It is said that a
woman is always happy unless she has something to make her unhappy, but
that a man is never happy unless he has something to make him happy. Up
to this period of his life Philip had never had to hunt for the sources
of happiness. His work, and the ever-developing interests of youth, had
kept him well supplied. But now, at times, he was conscious of a
shortage. Under the increasing cares of existence mere _joie de vivre_
becomes insufficient as a driving-power, and demands augmentation.
Philip's present life--if we except odd hours in the evening devoted to
the perfection of the Meldrum inventions--was an ungrateful business at
best. He had few friends, and was not of the breed which can solace
itself with the companionship that can be purchased in great cities. And
therefore he began, inevitably, to draw his necessary happiness from the
bank of the Future. Most of us come to this in time, for few there be
that are fortunate enough to be able to subsist year in year out upon
current income. When we are young we draw upon the Future, and when we
are old we fall back (please God) upon the Past. So Philip began to live
for the day on which his reforms should come to fruition, and the work
in the London offices find itself running forward on oiled wheels. As
for the Present--it was a rotten business, but difficulties were made to
be overcome. _En avant!_
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