On paper, the contest should be of the most one-sided description; for
the defending force (as represented by the lady) is at liberty to choose
its own ground and precipitate or ward off an assault as it pleases,
while the invader has to manoeuvre clumsily and self-consciously in
the open, exposed to shafts of ridicule, fiery days of humiliation, and
frosty nights of indifference. He marches and countermarches, feeling
sometimes tender, sometimes fierce, not seldom ridiculous; but never,
never, never sure of his ground. Truly it is a one-sided business--on
paper. But woman has no regard for paper. Under the operation of a
mysterious but merciful law of nature, it is her habit, having placed
herself in an absolutely impregnable position, to abandon her defences
without warning or explanation--not infrequently, at the moment when the
dispirited lover at her gates is upon the point of striking camp and
beating a melancholy retreat, marching out, bag and baggage, into the
arms of her dazed and incredulous opponent.
But Philip, being unversed in the feminine instinct of self-defence, did
not know this. To him, from a distance, Love had appeared as a Palace
Beautiful standing on the summit of a hill--a fairy fabric of gleaming
minarets, slender lines, and soft curves--a haven greatly to be desired
by a lonely pilgrim. Now that he had scaled the height and reached his
destination he found nothing but frowning battlements and blank walls.
In other words, he had overlooked the difference between arrival and
admission. To sum up the situation in the language which would
undoubtedly have been employed by that master of terse phraseology, Mr.
Timothy Rendle, Philip was "up against it."
There is nothing quite so impregnable as the reserve of a nice-minded
girl. The coquette and the sentimental miss are easy game: there is
never any doubt as to what they expect of a man; and man, being man,
sees to it that they are not disappointed. But to make successful love
to a girl who is neither of these things calls for some powers of
intuition and a thick skin. It is the latter priceless qualification
which usually pulls a man through. Philip possessed rather less than the
average male equipment of intuition, and his skin was deplorably thin.
Peggy meant so much to him that he shrank from putting everything to the
touch at once. Like all those who have put all their eggs in one basket,
he feared his fate too much. So he temporised: he hung back, and waited.
If Peggy had ever given him an opening he would have set his teeth and
plunged into it, blindly and ponderously; but she never did. She was
always kind, always cheerful, always the best of companions; but she
kept steadily to the surface of things and appeared to be entirely
oblivious of the existence of the suppressed volcano which sighed and
rumbled beneath her feet.
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