Philip became acquainted, too, with the minor troubles of the love-lorn.
If a letter lay on Peggy's plate at breakfast he speculated gloomily as
to the sex of the sender. He sat through conversations in the course of
which his Lady appeared to make a point of addressing every one present
but himself. He saw what Mr. Kipling calls "Christian kisses" wasted
upon other girls and unresponsive babies. He would pass from the brief
rapture of having his invitation to a drive in the Park accepted to the
prolonged bitterness of having to take the drive in company with a third
party, casually coöpted into the expedition by Peggy at the last moment.
He purchased little gifts, and kept them for days, not venturing to
offer them for fear of a rebuff. Once or twice he embarked upon
carefully prepared conversational openings of an intimate character,
only to have these same caught up, tossed about, and set aside with
unfeeling frivolity by the lady to whom they were addressed. He
sometimes wondered what had become of the Pegs he had once known--the
wistful, dreamy, confiding little girl with whom he had discussed all
things in heaven and earth under the wintry skies of Hampstead Heath.
Mental myopia is a common characteristic of young men in Philip's
condition.
So he departed from Tite Street without having delivered himself, and
returned to his own place. And yet not even that. For the garret in
Wigmore Street was no more. One day during his convalescence he had
desired certain books and papers, so Peggy and Miss Leslie made an
expedition to fetch them.
They drove up to the door of the house, and having ascended to the
fourth floor, let themselves into Philip's retreat with his latchkey.
"It is terribly thrilling," observed the romantic Miss Leslie, "to find
yourself alone in a man's rooms."
Peggy said nothing, but looked round the dusty sitting-room with
wondering eyes. She thought of her own private den at home, with its
pretty curtains, soft cushions, fresh flowers, and the thousand useless
but companionable knick-knacks that make a woman's room look cosy. This
gaunt, pictureless, carpetless eyrie made her shiver. There was not even
a grate in the fireplace: only a rusty gas-stove.
"Mercy on us!" exclaimed Miss Leslie. "Can the man not afford a cover
for the table? And where does he sit if a visitor comes?"
She disappeared into Philip's bedroom, and returned dragging a
portmanteau.
"The only chair in there has a leg missing," she mentioned. "Take the
armchair, child."
Peggy obeyed, and Miss Leslie, seating herself cautiously upon the
portmanteau, enquired:--
"How long has the creature been living here?"
"Two or three years, I think."
"Has he no friends?" continued Miss Leslie scathingly.
"I don't know, I am sure."
"No mother, of course?"
"No."
Miss Leslie nodded.
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