A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and TearsParker, Gilbert
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A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and Tears
Parker, Gilbert
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction; Huguenots -- Fiction; Jersey (Channel Islands) -- Fiction
He paused as though uncertain how to proceed, then with a sudden
impulse continued: “No! no! And if there be a saving grace in
marriage, marriage it shall be, if you will but hear me. You shall be
my wife--Leicester’s wife. As I have mounted to power, so I will hold
power with you--with you, the brightest spirit that ever England saw.
Worthy of a kingdom with you beside me, I shall win to greater,
happier days; and at Kenilworth, where kings and queens have lodged,
you shall be ruler. We will leave this court until Elizabeth,
betrayed by those who know not how to serve her, shall send for me
again. Here--the power behind the throne--you and I will sway this
realm through the aging, sentimental Queen. Listen, and look at me in
the eyes--I speak the truth, you read my heart. You think I hated
you and hated De la Forêt. By all the gods! it’s true I hated him,
because I saw that he would come between me and the Queen. A man must
have one great passion. Life itself must be a passion. Power was my
passion--power, not the Queen. You have broken all that down. I yield
it all to you--for your sake and my own. I would steal from life yet
before my sun goes to its setting a few years of truth and honesty
and clear design. At heart I am a patriot--a loyal Englishman. Your
cause--the cause of Protestantism--did I not fight for it at
Rochelle? Have I not ever urged the Queen to spend her revenue for
your cause, to send her captains and her men to fight for it?”
She raised her head in interest, and her lips murmured, “Ah, yes, I
know you did that.”
He saw his advantage and pursued it. “See, I will be honest with
you--honest at last, as I have wished in vain to be, for honesty was
misunderstood. It is not so with you--you understand. Ah, light of
womanhood, I speak the truth now. I have been evil in my day--I
admit it--evil because I was in the midst of evil. I betrayed because
I was betrayed; I slew else I should have been slain. We have had
dark days in England, privy conspiracy and rebellion; and I have had
to thread my way through dreadful courses by a thousand blind paths.
Would it be no joy to you if I, through your influence, recast my
life--remade my policy, renewed my youth--pursuing principle where I
have pursued opportunity? Angèle, come to Kenilworth with me. Leave
De la Forêt to his fate. The way to happiness is with me. Will you
come?”
He had made his great effort. As he spoke he almost himself believed
that he told the truth. Under the spell of his own emotional power it
seemed as though he meant to marry her, as though he could find
happiness in the union. He had almost persuaded himself to be what he
would have her to believe he might be.
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