A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and TearsParker, Gilbert
History
A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and Tears
Parker, Gilbert
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction; Huguenots -- Fiction; Jersey (Channel Islands) -- Fiction
Under the warmth and convincing force of his words her pulses had
beat faster, her heart had throbbed in her throat, her eyes had
glistened; but not with that light which they had shed for Michel de
la Forêt. How different was this man’s wooing--its impetuous,
audacious, tender violence, with that quiet, powerful, almost sacred
gravity of her Camisard lover! It is this difference--the weighty,
emotional difference--between a desperate passion and a pure love
which has ever been so powerful in twisting the destinies of a moiety
of the world to misery, who otherwise would have stayed contented,
inconspicuous, and good. Angèle would have been more than human if
she had not felt the spell of the ablest intriguer, of the most
fascinating diplomatist of his day.
Before he spoke of marriage the thrill--the unconvincing thrill
though it was--of a perilous temptation was upon her; but the very
thing most meant to move her only made her shudder; for in her heart
of hearts she knew that he was ineradicably false. To be married to
one constitutionally untrue would be more terrible a fate for her
than to be linked to him in a lighter, more dissoluble bond. So do
the greatest tricksters of this world overdo their part, so play the
wrong card when every past experience suggests it is the card to
play. He knew by the silence that followed his words, and the slow,
steady look she gave him, that she was not won nor on the way to the
winning.
“My lord,” she said, at last, and with a courage which steadied her
affrighted and perturbed innocence, “you are eloquent, you are
fruitful of flattery, of those things which have, I doubt not, served
you well in your day. But, if you see your way to a better life, it
were well you should choose one of nobler mould than I. I am not made
for sacrifice, to play the missioner and snatch brands from the
burning. I have enough to do to keep my own feet in the ribbon-path
of right. You must look elsewhere for that guardian influence which
is to make of you a paragon.”
“No, no,” he answered, sharply, “you think the game not worth the
candle--you doubt me and what I can do for you; my sincerity, my
power you doubt.”
“Indeed, yes, I doubt both,” she answered, gravely, “for you would
have me believe that I have power to lead you. With how small a mind
you credit me! You think, too, that you sway this kingdom; but I know
that you stand upon a cliff’s edge, and that the earth is fraying
’neath your tread. You dare to think that you have power to drag down
with you the man who honors me with--”
“With his love, you’d say. Yet he will leave you fretting out your
soul until the sharp-edged truth cuts your heart in twain. Have you
no pride? I care not what you say of me--say your worst, and I will
not resent it, for I will still prove that your way lies with me.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account