A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and TearsParker, Gilbert
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A Ladder of Swords: A Tale of Love, Laughter and Tears
Parker, Gilbert
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction; Huguenots -- Fiction; Jersey (Channel Islands) -- Fiction
She gave a bitter sigh, and touched her forehead with trembling
fingers. “If words could prove it, I had been convinced but now, for
they are well devised, and they have music, too; but such a music, my
lord, as would drown the truth in the soul of a woman. Your words
allure, but you have learned the art of words. You yourself--oh, my
lord, you who have tasted all the pleasures of this world, could you
then have the heart to steal from one who has so little that little
which gives her happiness?”
“You know not what can make you happy--I can teach you that. By God’s
Son! but you have wit and intellect and are a match for a prince, not
for a cast-off Camisard. I shall ere long be lord-lieutenant of these
isles--of England and Ireland. Come to my nest. We will fly far! Ah,
your eye brightens, your heart leaps to mine--I feel it now, I--”
“Oh, have done, have done,” she passionately broke in. “I would
rather die, be torn upon the rack, burned at the stake, than put my
hand in yours. And you do not wish it--you speak but to destroy, not
to cherish. While you speak to me I see all those”--she made a
gesture as though to put something from her--“all those to whom you
have spoken as you have done to me. I hear the myriad falsehoods you
have told--one whelming confusion. I feel the blindness which has
crept upon them--those poor women--as you have sown the air with the
dust of the passion which you call love. Oh, you never knew what love
meant, my lord. I doubt if when you lay in your mother’s arms you
turned to her with love. You never did one kindly act for love; no
generous thought was ever born in you by love. Sir, I know it as
though it were written in a book: your life has been one long
calculation--your sympathy or kindness a calculated thing.
Good-nature, emotion you may have had, but never the divine thing by
which the world is saved. Were there but one little place where that
Eden flower might bloom within your heart, you could not seek to ruin
that love which lives in mine and fills it, conquering all the lesser
part of me. I never knew of how much love I was capable until I heard
you speak to-day. Out of your life’s experience, out of all that you
have learned of women, good and evil, you--for a selfish, miserable
purpose--would put the gyves upon my wrists, make me a pawn in your
dark game--a pawn which you would lose without a thought as the game
went on.
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