American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
Ferdinand had not been a soldier for nothing. He had received a heavy
blow, and he resolved to bear it like a man. He refused to allow himself
a single moment of self-compassion. On the contrary, he spared himself
none of the hard names offered by his passionate vocabulary. For not
guessing Caroline's secret, he was perhaps excusable. Women were all
inscrutable, and this one especially so. But Knight was a man like
himself,--a man whom he esteemed, but whom he was loath to credit with a
deeper and more noiseless current of feeling than his own, for his own
was no babbling brook, betraying its course through green leaves. Knight
had loved modestly and decently, but frankly and heartily, like a man
who was not ashamed of what he was doing, and if he had not found it out
it was his own fault. What else had he to do? He had been a besotted
day-dreamer, while his friend had simply been a genuine lover. He
deserved his injury, and he would bear it in silence. He had been unable
to get well on an illusion; he would now try getting well on a truth.
This was stern treatment, the reader will admit, likely to kill if it
didn't cure.
Miss Hofmann was absent for several hours. At dinner-time she had not
returned, and Mrs. Mason and the young man accordingly sat down without
her. After dinner Ferdinand went into the little parlor, quite
indifferent as to how soon he met her. Seeing or not seeing her, time
hung equally heavy. Shortly after her companions had risen from table,
she rode up to the door, dismounted, tired and hungry, passed directly
into the dining-room, and sat down to eat in her habit. In half an hour
she came out, and, crossing the hall on her way upstairs, saw Mason in
the parlor. She turned round, and, gathering up her long skirts with one
hand, while she held a little sweet-cake to her lips with the other,
stopped at the door to bid him good day. He left his chair, and went
towards her. Her face wore a somewhat weary smile.
"So you're going to be married," he began abruptly.
Miss Hofmann assented with a slight movement of her head.
"I congratulate you. Excuse me if I don't do it with the best grace. I
feel all I dare to feel."
"Don't be afraid," said Caroline, smiling, and taking a bite from her
cake.
"I'm not sure that it's not more unexpected than even such things have a
right to be. There's no doubt about it."
"None whatever."
"Well, Knight's a very good fellow. I haven't seen him yet," he pursued,
as Caroline was silent. "I don't know that I'm in any hurry to see him.
But I mean to talk to him. I mean to tell him that if he doesn't do his
duty by you, I shall----"
"Well?"
"I shall remind him of it."
"O, I shall do that," said Miss Hofmann.
Ferdinand looked at her gravely. "By Heaven! you know," he cried with
intensity, "it must be either one thing or the other."
"I don't understand you."
"O, I understand myself. You're not a woman to be thrown away, Miss
Hofmann."
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