American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
Caroline made a gesture of impatience. "I don't understand you," she
repeated. "You must excuse me. I'm very tired." And she went rapidly
upstairs.
On the following day Ferdinand had an opportunity to make his
compliments to the Doctor. "I don't congratulate you on doing it," he
said, "so much as on the way you've done it."
"What do you know about the way?" asked Knight.
"Nothing whatever. That's just it. You took good care of that. And
you're to be married in the autumn?"
"I hope so. Very quietly, I suppose. The Parson to do it, and Mrs. Mason
and my mother and you to see it's done properly." And the Doctor put his
hand on Ferdinand's shoulder.
"O, I'm the last person to choose," said Mason. "If he were to omit
anything, I should take good care not to cry out." It is often said,
that, next to great joy, no state of mind is so frolicsome as great
distress. It was in virtue of this truth, I suppose, that Ferdinand was
able to be facetious. He kept his spirits. He talked and smiled and
lounged about with the same deferential languor as before. During the
interval before the time appointed for the wedding it was agreed between
the parties interested that Miss Hofmann should go over and spend a few
days with her future mother-in-law, where she might partake more freely
and privately than at home of the pleasure of her lover's company. She
was absent a week; a week during which Ferdinand was thrown entirely
upon his hostess for entertainment and diversion,--things he had a very
keen sense of needing. There were moments when it seemed to him that he
was living by mere force of will, and that, if he loosened the screws
for a single instant, he would sink back upon his bed again, and never
leave it. He had forbidden himself to think of Caroline, and had
prescribed a course of meditation upon that other mistress, his first
love, with whom he had long since exchanged pledges,--she of a hundred
names,--work, letters, philosophy, fame. But, after Caroline had gone,
it was supremely difficult not to think of her. Even in absence she was
supremely conspicuous. The most that Ferdinand could do was to take
refuge in books,--an immense number of which he now read, fiercely,
passionately, voraciously,--in conversation with Mrs. Mason, and in such
society as he found in his path. Mrs. Mason was a great gossip,--a
gossip on a scale so magnificent as to transform the foible into a
virtue. A gossip, moreover, of imagination, dealing with the future as
well as the present and the past,--with a host of delightful
half-possibilities, as well as with stale hyper-verities. With her,
then, Ferdinand talked of his own future, into which she entered with
the most outspoken and intelligent sympathy. "A man," he declared,
"couldn't do better; and a man certainly would do worse." Mrs. Mason
arranged a European tour and residence for her nephew, in the manner of
one who knew her ground. Caroline once married, she herself would go
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