American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
circumstance simply because in future years, when my charming friend
shall have become a distant shadow, it will be pleasant, in turning over
these pages, to find written testimony to a number of points which I
shall be apt to charge solely upon my imagination. I wonder whether Miss
Blunt, in days to come, referring to the tables of her memory for some
trivial matter-of-fact, some prosaic date or half-buried landmark, will
also encounter this little secret of ours, as I may call it,--will
decipher an old faint note to this effect, overlaid with the memoranda
of intervening years. Of course she will. Sentiment aside, she is a
woman of an excellent memory. Whether she forgives or not I know not;
but she certainly doesn't forget. Doubtless, virtue is its own reward;
but there is a double satisfaction in being polite to a person on whom
it _tells_. Another reason for my pleasant relations with the Captain
is, that I afford him a chance to rub up his rusty old cosmopolitanism,
and trot out his little scraps of old-fashioned reading, some of which
are very curious. It is a great treat for him to spin his threadbare
yarns over again to a sympathetic listener. These warm July evenings, in
the sweet-smelling garden, are just the proper setting for his amiable
garrulities. An odd enough relation subsists between us on this point.
Like many gentlemen of his calling, the Captain is harassed by an
irresistible desire to romance, even on the least promising themes; and
it is vastly amusing to observe how he will auscultate, as it were, his
auditor's inmost mood, to ascertain whether it is prepared for the
absorption of his insidious fibs. Sometimes they perish utterly in the
transition: they are very pretty, I conceive, in the deep and briny well
of the Captain's fancy; but they won't bear being transplanted into the
shallow inland lakes of my land-bred apprehension. At other times, the
auditor being in a dreamy, sentimental, and altogether unprincipled
mood, he will drink the old man's salt-water by the bucketful and feel
none the worse for it. Which is the worse, wilfully to tell, or wilfully
to believe, a pretty little falsehood which will not hurt any one? I
suppose you can't believe wilfully; you only pretend to believe. My part
of the game, therefore, is certainly as bad as the Captain's. Perhaps I
take kindly to his beautiful perversions of fact, because I am myself
engaged in one, because I am sailing under false colors of the deepest
dye. I wonder whether my friends have any suspicion of the real state of
the case. How should they? I fancy, that, on the whole, I play my part
pretty well. I am delighted to find it come so easy. I do not mean that
I experience little difficulty in foregoing my hundred petty elegancies
and luxuries,--for to these, thank Heaven, I was not so indissolubly
wedded that one wholesome shock could not loosen my bonds,--but that I
manage more cleverly than I expected to stifle those innumerable tacit
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