American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
the deplorable reputation of a man worse than unsociable,--a man who
drinks alone,--although it was still doubtful whether this practice was
the cause or the effect of his poor crops. About this time, too, he
resumed acquaintance with Gertrude Whittaker. For many months after his
return he had been held at his distance, together with most of his rural
compeers, by the knowledge of her father's bitter hostility to all
possible suitors and fortune-hunters; and then, subsequently, by the
illness preceding the old man's death; but when at last, on the
expiration of her term of mourning, Miss Whittaker had opened to society
her long blockaded ports, Richard had, to all the world's amazement,
been among the first to profit by this extension of the general
privilege, and to cast anchor in the wide and peaceful waters of her
friendship. He found himself at this moment, considerably to his
surprise, in his twenty-fourth year, that is, a few months Gertrude's
junior.
It was impossible that she should not have gathered from mere
juxtaposition a vague impression of his evil repute and of his peculiar
relation to his neighbors, and to his own affairs. Thanks to this
impression, Richard found a very warm welcome,--the welcome of
compassion. Gertrude gave him a heavy arrear of news from his sister
Fanny, with whom he had dropped correspondence, and, impelled by Fanny's
complaints of his long silence, ventured upon a friendly admonition that
he should go straight home and write a letter to California. Richard sat
before her, gazing at her out of his dark eyes, and not only attempting
no defence of his conduct, but rejoicing dumbly in the utter absence of
any possible defence, as of an interruption to his companion's virtue.
He wished that he might incontinently lay bare all his shortcomings to
her delicious reproof. He carried away an extraordinary sense of general
alleviation; and forthwith began a series of visits, which in the space
of some ten weeks culminated in the interview with which our narrative
opens. Painfully diffident in the company of most women, Richard had not
from the first known what it was to be shy with Gertrude. As a man of
the world finds it useful to refresh his social energies by an
occasional _tête-à-tête_ of an hour with himself, so Richard, with
whom solitude was the rule, derived a certain austere satisfaction from
an hour's contact with Miss Whittaker's consoling good sense, her
abundance, her decent duties and comforts. Gradually, however, from a
salutary process, this became almost an æsthetic one. It was now
pleasant to go to Gertrude, because he enjoyed the contagion of her own
repose,--because he witnessed her happiness without a sensation of
envy,--because he forgot his own entanglements and errors,--because,
finally, his soul slept away its troubles beneath her varying glance,
very much as his body had often slept away its weariness in the shade of
a changing willow. But the soul, like the body, will not sleep long
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