American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
accommodation (for as such he viewed it) of her tone and her manner to
theirs added prodigiously (so his lover's instinct taught him) to her
loveliness and dignity. How magnanimous an impulse on Richard's part was
this submission for his sweetheart's sake to a fact damning to his own
vanity, could have been determined only by one who knew the proportions
of that vanity. He writhed and chafed under the polish of tone and the
variety of allusion by which the two officers consigned him to
insignificance; but he was soon lost in wonder at the mettlesome grace
and vivacity with which Gertrude sustained her share of the
conversation. For a moment it seemed to him that her tenderness for his
equanimity (for should she not know his mind,--she who had made it?)
might reasonably have caused her to forego such an exhibition of her
social accomplishments as would but remind him afresh of his own
deficiencies; but the next moment he asked himself, with a great
revulsion of feeling, whether he, a conscious suitor, should fear to
know his mistress in her integrity. As he gulped down the sickening fact
of his comparative, nay, his absolute ignorance of the great world
represented by his rivals, he felt like anticipating its consequences by
a desperate sally into the very field of their conversation. To some
such movement Gertrude was continually inviting him by her glances, her
smiles, her questions, and her appealing silence. But poor Richard knew
that, if he should attempt to talk, he would choke; and this assurance
he imparted to his friend in a look piteously eloquent. He was conscious
of a sensation of rage under which his heart was fast turning into a
fiery furnace, destined to consume all his good resolutions. He could
not answer for the future now. Suddenly, as tea was drawing to a close,
he became aware that Captain Severn had lapsed into a silence very
nearly as profound as his own, and that he was covertly watching the
progress of a lively dialogue between Miss Whittaker and Major Luttrel.
He had the singular experience of seeing his own feelings reflected in
the Captain's face; that is, he discerned there an incipient jealousy.
Severn too was in love!
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