England -- Description and travel; Wales -- Description and travel
I made my midday halt at a lonely, elevated spot, with not a building
or any other sign of man's handiwork in sight, excepting the long and
winding road and the rugged stone walls that bounded and followed it in
curving parallels, up hill and down dale for many a mile, till lost to
vision in the haze of space. There on a soft grassy margin of the road,
with the wall as shelter from the wayward wind that always seems to
blow over the Cotswolds, I spread my rug, reclined at ease, and, free
from care as a man can be, enjoyed my alfresco meal and contemplative
pipe to follow, feeling in the best of humours with all the world and
myself, envying none. I heard no sound but that of the wind gently
surring among the tall grasses, and softly murmuring through the many
crevices of that loose and broken wall. My eyes saw nothing but the
sunlit and rolling land stretching far around, and the silent, spacious
sky above. I was impressed with the sense of solitude and the peace of
the spot. It is good for man to be alone at times with the wide earth
and sky; it teaches him how small a thing he really is, for nature
shows man neither respect nor attention; she treats the tramp and the
lord the same. Even on the wild Canadian prairies, before the coming of
the colonist, one could hardly find a solitude more apparently profound
than mine that day, for the eye cannot see farther than the uttermost
horizon; beyond might be the end of the world.
Just to live in the present, content with the present, that was my mood
of the moment, neither looking backwards nor forwards, being simply
thankful to be alive without any pain of body--that is the true holiday
spirit, that is the wine of life; then pure laziness is a virtue, for
if a man would enjoy his holiday lazing, laze he should. The gospel of
exertion has been preached overmuch. It was a fair spot I had found,
and the world is very fair in fair places; and does not Ben Jonson say,
"How near to good is what is fair!" Long I rested there, so long that
the shadow thrown by the wall changed round like that of a dial, but
the matter of time troubled me not, for my hours were not marked by
the clock. I wished my mind to be fallow. Emerson says, "The hardest
thing in the world is--to think." I cannot follow him, for I find it
impossible not to do so. I would be
At vacancy with Nature,
Acceptive and at ease,
Distilling the present hour
Whatever, wherever it is,
And over the past, oblivion.
When I tired of my solitude there was my car, ready at a moment's
notice to whisk me back to the haunts of man. "Solitude hath its
charms," but, to me, only when I know I can get away from it after
having had my fill. One travels to escape for a while from man and
town, from streets and houses, and then in turn one longs to get back
again to despised humanity and neighbourship--at least I do, being no
moody philosopher but a lover of my kind.
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