A Lent in earnest : $b or, Sober thoughts for solemn daysGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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A Lent in earnest : $b or, Sober thoughts for solemn days
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Devotional literature; Lent -- Prayers and devotions; Prayers
EVERY Christian knows what it is to be troubled with evil thoughts.
Bunyan, than whom no uninspired man was ever better acquainted with the
human heart, makes it one of his Pilgrim's trials that he bore away
with him from the City of Destruction some of those things that he was
conversant withal, especially his inward and carnal cogitations; and
he adds, sorrowfully, "If I had my way, I would never think of those
things more, but when I would do good, evil is present with me."
How often is his experience ours! How many times we find ourselves
haunted with what we would fain forget! Some one offers us an affront.
We have no desire to cherish a grudge, and perhaps we make an act of
forgiveness on the spot; but all day long the scornful word or the
unkind act haunts our memory, and Satan conspires with the traitor
in our own hearts to magnify the offense, and to suggest thoughts of
malice and revenge. We are denied some pleasure or indulgence that
others enjoy, and to which we think, perhaps, that we have a better
right than they, and we dwell upon the matter, magnifying the forbidden
pleasure or advantage till it becomes a dark fog, blotting out every
pleasant prospect and shutting us up in measureless discontent.
I believe that invalids are particularly subject to this kind of
temptation. The horizon of the sick person is narrow at the best, and
a small cloud suffices to obscure it. Moreover, there are certain
disorders which seem of themselves particularly favorable to evil
thoughts. The patient is, or fancies himself, neglected or forgotten.
He is tempted to envy those better off than himself. He thinks of all
the good work he has done, and of all he might do, and he is tempted
to think hardly of the Master, who seems to have rejected his service.
These and still darker thoughts beset the daily couch and nightly
pillow of the invalid, till he feels as if Satan in bodily presence
were standing at his bedside.
Now what is the remedy for this unhappy state of things? The first
thing to be done is to recognize these thoughts as sins. We are too
apt to excuse them to ourselves as mere infirmities, consequent on our
state of health. They may be so to some extent. All our sins are the
consequence of some temptation. So long as we constantly make excuses
for our faults, so long they will stay by us, and consider themselves
as welcome guests. Let us call them by their right names to begin
with, and, like the malicious dwarf in the fairy tale, they are half
conquered already.
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