A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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She is very fond of Francis. Last week, preparing for him, she looked
quite a different woman; quite young and rosy again; and though it did
not last, though after he was really come, she grew sharp and cross
often,--to us, never to him, of course;--she much enjoys his being
here. They do not make so much fuss over one another as they did ten
years ago, which indeed would be ridiculous in lovers over thirty.
Still, I should hardly like my lover, at any age, to sit reading a novel
half the evening, and spend the other half in the sweet company of his
cigar. Not that he need be always hankering after me, and "paying me
attention." I should hate that. For what is the good of people being
fond of one another, if they can't be content simply in one another's
company, or, without it even, in one another's love? letting each go
on their own several ways and do their several work, in the best
manner they can. Good sooth! I should be the most convenient and least
troublesome sweetheart that ever a young man was ever blessed with; for
I am sure I should sit all evening quite happy--he at one end of the
room, and I at the other, if only I knew he was happy, and caught now
and then a look and a smile--provided the look and the smile were my own
personal property, nobody else's.
What nonsense am I writing? And not a word about the dinner-party. Has
it left so little impression on my mind?
No wonder! It was just the usual thing. Papa as host, grave, clerical,
and slightly wearying of it all. Penelope hostess. Francis playing
"friend of the family," as handsome and well-dressed as ever--what
an exquisitely embroidered shirt-front, and what an aërial cambric
kerehief! which must have taken him half an hour to tie! Lisabel--but
I have told about her; and myself. Everybody else looking as everybody
hereabouts always does look at dinner-parties--_ex uno disce omnes_--to
muster a bit of the Latin for which, in old times, Francis used to call
me "a juvenile prig."
Was there, in the whole evening, anything worth remembering? Yes, thanks
to his fit of jealousy, I did get a little sensible conversation out of
Captain Treherne. He looked so dull, so annoyed, that I felt sorry for
the youth, and tried to make him talk; so, lighting on the first subject
at hand, asked him if he had seen his friend, Doctor Urquhart, lately?
"Eh--who? I beg your pardon."
His eyes had wandered where Lisabel, with one of her white elbows on the
table, sat coquetting with a bunch of grapes, listening with downcast
eyes to "my Colin."
"Doctor Urquhart, whom I met at the Cedars last week. You said he was a
friend of yours."
"So he is; the best I ever had," and it was refreshing to see how the
young fellow brightened up. "He saved my life. But for him I should
assuredly be lying with a cross over my head, inside that melancholy
stone wall round the top of Cathcart's Hill."
"You mean the cemetery there.--What sort of a place is it?"
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