A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
Strange! there, in the Crimea, in the midst of danger, hardship, and
misery of all kinds I was at peace, even happy: happier than for many
years. I seemed to have lived down, and nearly obliterated from thought,
that one day, one hour, one moment,--which was but a moment. Can it, or
ought it, to weigh against a whole existence? or, as some religionists
would tell us, against an eternity? Yet, what is time, what is eternity?
And, what is man, measuring himself, his atom of good or ill, either
done or suffered, against God?
These are vain speculations, which I have gone over and over again, till
every link in the chain of reasoning is painfully familiar. I had better
give it up, and turn to ordinary things. Dear imaginary correspondent,
shall I tell you the story of my day?
It began peacefully. I always rest on a Sunday, if I can. I believe,
even had heaven not hallowed one day in the seven--Saturday or Sunday
matters not; let Jews and Christians battle it out!--there would still
be needful a day of rest; and that day would still be a blessed day.
Instinct, old habit, and later conviction always incline me to "keep the
sabbath:"--not, indeed, after the strict fashion of my forefathers, but
as a happy, cheerful, holy time, a resting-place between week and week,
in which to enjoy specially all righteous pleasures and earthly repose,
and to look forward to that rest which, we are told, "remaineth for the
people of God." The people of God. No other people ever do rest, even in
this world.
Treherne passed my hut soon after breakfast, and popped his head in, not
over welcomely, I confess, for I was giving myself the rare treat of
a bit of unprofessional reading. I had not seen him for two or three
days,--not since we appointed to go together to the General's dinner,
and he never appeared all the evening.
"I say, Doctor, will you go to church?"
Now, I do usually attend our airy military chapel--all doors and
windows--open to every kind of air, except airs from heaven, of which,
I am afraid, our chaplain does not bring with him a large quantity. He
leaves us to fatten upon Hebrew roots, without throwing us a crumb of
Christianity; prefers Moses and the prophets to the New Testament; no
wonder, as some few doctrines there, "Do unto others as ye would they
should do unto you."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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