A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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Was my gladness over-bold? Would he misconstrue it? No--he is too
clear-sighted, too humble-minded, too wise. With him, I have always the
feeling that I need take no trouble over what I do or say, except that
it should be true and sincere. Whatever it is, he will judge it fairly.
And if he did not, why should I care?
Yes, I should care. I like him--I like him very much. It would be a
comfort to me to have him for a friend--one of my very own. In some
degree, he treats me as such; today, for instance, he told me more about
himself than he ever did to any one of us. It came out accidentally. I
cannot endure a man who, at first acquaintance, indulges you with his
autobiography in full. Such an one must be either a puppy or an idiot.
--Ah, there I am again, at my harsh judgments, which Doctor Urquhart has
so often tacitly reproved. This good man, who has seen more of the
world and its wickedness than I am ever likely to see, is yet the most
charitable man I ever knew. To return.
Before we reached Rockmount, the sky had clouded over, and in an hour
it was a thoroughly wet afternoon. Penelope went upstairs to write
her Sunday letter, and Augustus and Lisabel gave broad hints that they
wished the drawing-room all to themselves. Perforce, Doctor Urquhart and
I had to entertain ourselves.
I took him into the greenhouse, where he lectured to me on the
orchidacea and vegetation of the tropics generally,--to his own content,
doubtless, and partially to mine. I like to hear his talking, so wise,
yet so simple; a freshness almost boyish seems to linger in his nature
still, and he has the thoroughly boyish peculiarity of taking pleasure
in little things.
He spent half an hour in reviving a big brown bee which had grown
torpid with cold, and there was in his eyes a kindness, as over a human
creature, when he gave into my charge his "little patient," whom I
promised to befriend. (There he is, poor old fellow, fast asleep on a
flower-pot, till the first bright morning I can turn him out.)
"I am afraid, though, he will soon get into trouble again, and not
find so kind a friend," said I, to Doctor Urquhart. "He will intoxicate
himself in the nearest flower-cup, and seek repentance and restoration
too late."
"I hope not," said the Doctor, sadly and gravely.
I said I was sorry for having made a jest upon his favourite doctrine
of repentance and restoration of sinners, which he seemed always both to
preach and to practice.
"Do I? Perhaps. Do you not think it's very much, needed in this world?"
I said, I had not lived long enough in the world to find out.
"I forgot how young you were."
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