A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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He had once, in his direct way, asked my age, and I had told him, much
disposed likewise to return the question, but was afraid. Sometimes I
feel quite at home with him, as if I could say anything to him, and
then again he makes me, not actually afraid--thank goodness, I never was
afraid of any man yet, and hope I never shall be--but shy and quiet.
I suppose it is because he is so very good; because in his presence my
little follies and wickednesses hide their heads. I cease perplexing
myself about them, or about myself at all, and only think--not of him
so much as of something higher and better than either him or me. Surely
this cannot be wrong.
The bee question settled, we sat down, silent, listening to the rain
pattering on the glass roof of the greenhouse. It was rather a dreary
day. I began thinking of Lisabel's leaving more than was good for me;
and, with that penetrative kindness which I have often noticed in him,
Doctor Urquhart turned my sad thoughts away, by various information
about Treherne Court, and the new relations of our Lisa--not many. I
said, "happily, she would have neither brother or sister-in-law."
"Happily! You cannot be in earnest?"
I half wished I had not been, and yet I could not but speak my
mind--that brothers and sisters, in law or in blood, were often anything
but a blessing.
"I must emphatically differ from you there. I think it is, with few
exceptional cases, the greatest misfortune to be an only child. Few are
so naturally good, or reared under such favourable circumstances, that
such a position does not do them harm. A lonely childhood and youth may
make a great man, a good man, but it rarely makes a happy man. Better
all the tussles and troubles of family life, where the angles
of character are rubbed off, and its inclinations to morbidness,
sensitiveness, and egotism knocked down. I think it is a great wonder
to see Treherne such a good fellow as he is, considering he has been an
only child."
"You speak as if you knew what that was yourself."
"No, we were orphans, but I had one brother."
This was the first time Doctor Urquhart had reverted to any of his
relatives, or to his early life. My curiosity was strong. I risked a
question: was this brother older or younger than he?
"Older."
"And his name?"
"Dallas."
"Dallas Urquhart--what a nice name."
"It is common in the family. There was a Dallas Urquhart, younger
brother to a Sir John Urquhart, who, in the religious troubles, seceded
to Episcopacy. He was in love with a minister's sister--a Presbyterian.
She died broken-hearted, and in despair at her reproaches, Dallas threw
himself down a precipice, where his whitened bones were not found till
many years after. Is not that a romantic history?"
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