A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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"If you know the whole truth, you must be aware that I had no intention
to murder him."
"What, you extenuate? You wish to escape? But you shall not. I will have
you arrested now, in this very house."
"Be it so, then."
And I sat down.
So, the end had come. Life, and all its hopes, all its work, were over
for me. I saw, as in a second of time, everything that was coming--the
trial, the conviction, the newspaper clatter over my name, my ill deeds
exaggerated, my good deeds pointed at with the finger of scorn, which
perhaps was the keenest agony of all--save one.
"Theodora!"
Whether I uttered her name, or only thought it, I cannot tell. However,
it brought her. I felt she was in the room, though she stood by her
sister's side, and did not approach me.
Again, I repeat, let no man say that sin does not bring its wages, which
_must_ be paid. Whosoever doubts it, I would he could sit as I sat,
watching the faces of father and daughters, and thinking of the dead
face which lay against my knee, that midnight, on Salisbury plain.
"Children," I heard Mr. Johnston saying, "I have sent for you to be my
witnesses in what I am about to do. Not out of personal revenge--which
were unbecoming a clergyman--but because God and man exact retribution
for blood. There is the man who murdered Harry. Though he were the
best friend I ever had, though I esteemed him ever so much, which I
did,--still, discovering this, I must have retribution.
"How, father?" Not _her_ voice, but her sister's. .
Let me do full justice to Penelope Johnston. Though it was she who told
my secret to her father, she did it out of no malice. As I afterwards
learnt, chance led their conversation into such a channel, that she
could only escape betraying the truth by a direct lie. And with all her
harshnesses, the prominent feature of her character is its truthfulness,
or rather its abhorrence of falsehood. Nay, her fierce scorn of any kind
of duplicity is such, that she confounds the crime with the criminal,
and, once deceived, never can forgive,--as in the matter of Lydia
Cartwright, my acquaintance with which gave me this insight into Miss
Johnston's peculiarity.
Thus, though it fell to her lot to betray my confession, I doubt not she
did so with most literal accuracy; acting towards me neither as a friend
nor foe, but simply as a relater of facts. Nor was there any personal
enmity towards me in her question to her father.
It startled him a little.
"How did you say? By the law, I conclude. There is no other way."
"And if so, what will be the result? I mean what will be done to him?"
"I cannot tell--how should I?"
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